Saturday, April 30, 2005
yesterday i nearly got a heart attack!
y? because my comp was DEAD! and i mean it, D-E-A-D!
it wasn't even 'breathing'...couldn't even open its 'eyes'!
today, i thought 'oh great, now that i'm so depressed (because i couldn't answer physics questions for the exam) i can't go online'.
but, today it's alive again! i'm thrilled!!
ok, don't wanna overuse my comp d...abo it'll get 'tired' easily =D
p/s: today's physics paper was DISASTROUS...
Thursday, April 28, 2005
i wrote these during my exam =P cause a male teacher who i think is quite cute was walking here and there...so he gave me the inspiration...hehe~
Here I sit and stare
When you're walking here and there
Peeking too long I do not dare
Afraid I might give you a scare
anyway, this was written by me when i was trying to TAHAN to go to the toilet...and the teachers haven't collected our answer sheets yet...keke
Oh, please quickly ring
Or else I'll start pissing
It wouldn't be very pleasing
So please would you quickly RING!
p/s : the clock doesn't ring...juz that i needed to go to the toilet so badly...i juz simply wrote it...haha...so wuliao =D
ok, gotta go study now...wish me luck for the day after tomorrow! (sitting for Physics! aiks!)
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
while waiting for my lunch to be *ahem* served...haha...i'm listening to :
Billy S - Skye Sweetnam
Boys - SMILE
Vacation - Simple Plan
I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan
Hesitation - Stacie Orrico
I Could Be The One - Stacie Orrico
Stuck - Stacie Orrico
Saturday, April 23, 2005
i've been busy with school stuff
i've been trying to get over that pervert...haha...juz kidding...i'm ALREADY over him...thanks to my friend (u know who u r) who told me i'm "acting like a little girl with a puppy-love crush" *rolls eyes* lol...but now that i'm back to my old self again...i do get what he meant by "i'll understand it once it's over"...*wink*
i've been wasting my whole day sleeping...and dreaming about what i've 'read' last night on history...so freaky...i was mumbling about what i've 'read' in my sleep...but now i forgot d...*sheesh* have to study again liao....well of course i haven't studied much also actually...keke~
dunno y...but i'm so not in the mood to study...all because of our headmistress la...wanna retire also wanna involve us..because of her la...our exam so soon...*sigh*
now i'm addicted to 3 things....1. the comp (i dunno y but i'll go online everytime i feel like it), 2. sleeping for as long as i want...3. to planning what to do during the hols although exams not over yet...
WHAT THE HELL AM I STIL DOING HERE?!?!!?!
Monday, April 18, 2005
- woke up, breakfast & TV at the same time, online, did my zhong1 kai3
- went to my aunt's house to have lunch, went over to 1-stop to by some medicine (my aunt's), ended up looking for books at popular
- went back to my aunt's house to play with my cousin's kids...juz hung around...nothing much actually
- my mom and dad wanted to go to popular so i went to 1-stop AGAIN and ended up buying a book worth of RM42 (i know it's expenisive, but i hardly buy books, i usually borrow them from PSC library...) *the rest is history...haha* so boring i don't wanna mention it...
- now here i am typing this blog
GREAT..i still have 3 essays to write...so...see ya, don't wanna be ya!
oh...but it wasn't that eventful at all, cause when we were happily enjoying our food, a RUDE little girl came spitting on my mom's arm! yeah, u heard it right, she SPAT on my mom's arm...and the parents didn't even scold her...instead it was someone else (maybe her aunt) who scolded her and asked her to apologize...but seeing how RUDE and STUBBORN she was, she refused...then i don't know what the hell happened, she CRIED and SCREAMED as though the sky would fall....ARGHH...annoying kids....didn't her parents teach her any manners? well, maybe they didn't!*sarcastic* even my cousin's daughter who is younger than THAT BRAT is really good-mannered...
ok..enough of that BRAT...i'm starting to feel like eating other stuff!! now i have western food on my mind!! but since yesterday we paid so much juz for lunch, hehe...i guess we're eating home today...=( lol...still into food!!
currently listening to 'Why' by Avril Lavigne~
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
p/s : no, i'm not love-sick or anything..it juz so happens that i'm listening to avril's songs and this song is the one i'm listening to now *wink*
Sunday, April 17, 2005
i'm not gonna dirty my entry with what happened...so i'll juz say...i'm gonna die!! my stomach muscles hurt!! i wonder how i'm gonna get up from bed tomorrow...i'm so freaking hungry too!! gonna eat McDonald's later! yay!! =P love the food...i'm loving it~ haha~
these few days i'm always craving for food...i don't know y...i feel like eating laksa, poh piah, western food, tom yam bihoon, sandwiches (from DOME), cheesy stuff, spicy food, etc. ... what's wrong with me huh?
anyway, i'm not gonna let THAT thing happened at taekwondo fill my head...gonna go to my dreamland later...to leave IT there forever!
currently crazy for TWINS' 'jian4 xi2 ai4 shen2' =D
Saturday, April 16, 2005
OH! i forgot to mention something that happened to me yesterday afternoon when i went to school for permainan...I WAS BEING USED BY SOMEONE WHO ISN'T NEAR TO BEING MY FRIEND!! i hate her...but not anymore...it's juz a waste of energy hating someone like her....it happened as follow:
i was busy as a bee, printing my moral project reports in a rush so that i could go to school on time...finally...finished printing them, so i took my project and my stationary case and went to school...i was kinda relieved that i'm gonna pass up my moral project soon and that the burden was going to be lifted off my shoulders...hmmm...walked into my school...
so i went to the verandah for chess club (i don't know anything about chess!all i know is that the 'horse' moves in an 'L' shape...that's all =P) anway...the teacher wasn't there yet so we couldn't go up...i'll make this as brief as possible...*zoom* we were downstairs, trying to get 10+ sets of chess upstairs...my classmate wanted to help them so i volunteered to carry her file (not a very heavy one) and THEN this girl whom i barely know and don't even know her name suddenly threw her HEAVY file into my arms 'shun4 bian4 shun4 bian4!' (read it in chinese) ...it was so NOT shun4 bian4 k!! i was also carrying my own stuff too!! fine! i carried her file for her (juz because i don't wanna find fault with her over a minor matter)...then they suddenly remembered that the teacher must be present to sign the dunno-what-thing so that we could use the chess sets....and THAT girl opened her mouth saying 'oh, abo u carry our files to the verandah [we were on the ground floor, the verandah is considered on the 6th floor d!(block 98 has 5 floors, and the verandah is more than a floor higher than block 98)] and ask the teacher to come down to sign this thing. and oh, u also come down la, to help us carry the chess sets' SHE ACTUALLY EXPECTS ME TO GO UP AND COME DOWN AGAIN?!*she was smiling at me all the time* (AS IF I'D BUY THAT!) fine...i dragged my feet up until i reached 'heaven' carrying HER file! it's not that i'm angry because i had to carry her file, i'm angry because of the fact that:
- i barely know her....don't even know and don't wanna know her name!
- couldn't she juz asked me politely? i might juz help he carry ( better than throwing her things into my arms)
- i'm not that fat...therefore i don't have to walk that extra 'mile' to juz ask the teacher to go down AND to help them carry chess sets!...i'm thin and slim enough! (hope she sees this entry! hmph...but i doubt she will)
so, the teacher was nowhere in sight...great...i went down and i haven't even reached the ground floor she asked me loudly 'lao3 shi1 leh?!' so i said i didn't see her anywhere...and guess what? read the following conversation:
SHE creature : oh! i have a brilliant idea! *smiling*
ME : oh? what is it?
SHE creature : u can do this *handing me her bag* take my bag upstairs and i'll go to the teachers' room to look for her.
ME : y do i have to carry your bag? i'd rather go to the teachers' room to look for her! *trying to be as stern as possible and to make her sense that i'm not too happy* u're very 'de2 cun4 jin4 chi3!'
of course when i went to the teachers' room i didn't see her too... so i roamed around the school, chatting with my ex-classmate...leaving them back there...after that...i didn't wanna go near her ever again...such a FREAK! who does she think i am? her maid?? if yes...where's my salary? *sarcastic*
p/s : i'd rather sit all by myself during chess than sitting with ppl who r not compatible with me...a good example...SHE CREATURE!
ok, about the poem...i'm very satisfied with the one i wrote this time...the only poem i really put all my effort(s?) and 'emotions' in it, unlike the previous ones...haha...i wrote silly ones...ermm...and oh...my friends actually voiced out their opinions on the poem...like the sentences too long etc. which i kinda agree with them and that i should do some editting and stuff, they helped me too...but, i felt that if i edit my poem, that means it's not originally written by me...so i submitted it in without editting it and i juz REALLY REALLY hope it can make it into the grad magz =D
a cute friend of mine (Jen) thought the word 'iciness' in my poem was spelled wrongly...she thought that i misspelled 'itchiness' and so my whole poem disn't make any sense...but when she finally knew that she mistook iciness for itchiness, haha...the whole poem suddenly made sense to her!
although it's the last day of school OF the week...i'm not happy one bit. y? cause i've got loads of homework waiting for me....AND i haven't studied! =(
Thursday, April 14, 2005
haha~ working on my poem which i'm gonna submit in so that it can be published in our grad magz ( hope so...*pray hard* ) never in my life i write in stuff...this is the 1st and probably the last too...
ok..i juz read my friend's essay (which consists of 5 pages!) entitled FALLEN...and i feel soooo ermm...envious of her...how she thought of the story and stuff...*sigh* hope my 1st ever 'poper' poem works out for me =)
Sunday, April 10, 2005
maybe it's true teens have extreme mood swings loh...i'm not sure myself what's bothering me...maybe because of Black B la...my digi cam left 3 more photos to be taken...so i brought it to school (taekwondo) so that my friends and i can take our pics with the ah sirs loh...(including Black B la) then we did loh...but it didn't turn out as i expected...there were alot of senior belts too [(red and black) including Black B's gf] i think he hates me...or rather irritated by me...cause the person who took the pic for us didn't take the pic clearly so i requested to take once more...then my friend said she caught a glimpse of Black B's face looking beh syiok and i had that feeling too...cause u see...he has a gf liao...but our aim was to take pics with the ah sirs...but what if it was our illusion? maybe it was juz his face that looks beh syiok leh?
ok maybe i'm thinking too much...but it's bothering me...i hate myself for being sooo sensitive of others' feelings lo...sometimes it's juz me who thinks too much...what if it's not leh?! *sob* someone...out there...make me smile...
sometimes i feel like i'm not a 16-year-old girl...i'm always caught in the 'crush' issue...and sometimes i juz hate myself for that! GUYS REALLY STINK la...STOP! i have to stop myself from thinking about what's bothering me d...if not i won't have the mood to do my homework later on...
p/s : LOVE 'miss independent' by Kelly Clarkson! YEAH! (not that i can't live without guys.....it's juz that sometimes i can't help but falling for stupid ppl then trying to get over them) phew! finally got everything out of my system! =D
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
~“Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.”
Good Will Hunting
~"You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you. That's where I'll be waiting."
~“I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.”
Ten Things I Hate About You
~"I love you so much it hurts."
Fools Rush In
cute huh? haha...=P
going off to do my homework now....
while we were waiting for our turn to go into the hall, we ( 3 friends of mine and i) were standing not very far away from Black B, and we were having our usual girl talk...tips on how to get ur crush's attention something like that (2 friends of mine and i were giving another friend of ours tips on how to catch her crush's attention) then i suddenly realised everything we said is actually within Black B's earshot! i wonder if he heard us! *gasps*
while we were lining up (from the shortest to the tallest), i happened to stand NEXT...yes, NEXT to Black B and the other black belts...yeahla...i'm the shortest! but that's not the point...i stole a few glances at him..keke..so cute!!! i was wishing i could stand behind him during the photo shoot la...but i happened to stand at the last row...so...too bad...=(
p/s : i'm REALLY half over Black B d....cause i know i don't stand a chance, not even the slightest..but looking at him isn't wrong, is it?!
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
yesterday left my home at 10:30am to get to my taekwondo grading venue at Jalan Perak. i felt really confident that i would do pretty well despite all the training and my new-found determination...but...=( no, i was SOO nervous my legs were wobbling! can u imagine that!? i lost my balance during the combinations...and i think i might've looked like a child trembling in fear!hope the examiner didn't see that in me...
ok, now the dreaded part - free sparring. we (my partner and i) didn't know that we were supposed to wait for our turn so we started straight away. we were sparring with all our might when an indian black belty told us to stop. so great. *eyes rolling* we stopped and we were whispering to each other on what we should do and what signals we would be giving to each other. so, for the 2nd time, it wasn't as good as the 1st. i was out of ideas on which kicks to use...(they said no physical contact) so we were trying not to have any contact with our partners...and it made it even harder...
oh well, it's over....and i'm glad...=)
speaking of 'over'...here's one of my favourite songs ->It's Over Now - Natasha Thomas
Can you tell me a secret
Then I'll tell you mine
Show me that you still love me
Then I will show real love
What kind of love have you got?
You should be home but you're not
I don't wanna believe that it's over now
I could be wrong but I'm not
And you still think you are hot
I don't wanna believe but it's over now
You are walkin' the wire
Looking for love in between
But you don't have desire
Do you know what I mean?
Is it over now?
Wake up you lose my lovin'
Wake up you stop thinkin'
Think twice about the things that you have said and done
It's over now~
Saturday, April 02, 2005
i actually fooled quite a number of people this year =P (probably it's because my acting skills are getting better...kekeke~)
oh, the funniest 'April Fool Story' of all is the one where ST and i pakat and fooled my poor bro that we're 'engaged' ! can't elaborate much here....***PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL*** =0)
ok...lazy to type d...haha~
currently listening to 'vacation by Simple Plan'
Can't U juz go somewhere on vacation
i could book ur flight and pack ur bags if u want
a one way ticket outta my life
watching u fly away
i never liked u
i never wanted u....
Friday, April 01, 2005
i was sleeping really soundly when all of a sudden i felt my bed swaying (whatever u call it) vigorously!! at first i thought i was having a nightmare and need to wake up...but when i sat up...no, it wasn't my imagination...but who cares? i'm sleepy...and so i snuggled in my comforter again, trying to sleep...
when i was about to drift off again..my dad shouted at me to run downstairs!! 'Ah Lin ah!! kok em kar meh zhao ah? (read it in hokkien) earthquake ah!!' and so, wearing my PJ's and bare-footed...i 'ran' downstairs lo...everybody was chattering away about how they felt the tremor....and i was trying to SLEEEEP...haha~ i'm not ignorant...i was really sleepy!
when we finally went back upstairs...i couldn't sleep the whole night! ARRGHHH!!