Friday, April 25, 2008

Confused

I've been very distracted lately...by what I'm not quite sure myself.
Remember my new year resolution for 2008 - not have any crushes this year?
I THINK I'm gonna break it...not too sure YET.
Don't ask me who that is...I'll tell when I'm sure XP

*sigh* kinda sick of assignments...feel like puking (literally) everytime I sit down and read articles. =(

XOXO,
Me

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Miscellaneous stuff

Hello world!! =)

I'm baaaaack from my outback adventure. Well, I was back last fri afternoon but only gotten myself to blog now. Anyway, my outback adventure was totally awesome!!!! Did not regret going one bit though we had to walk and walk and walk under the scorching sun. The breathtaking (William 2008) [hehehehe~] sceneries were just worth it! =) And I never knew I would enjoy the outback this much. Always thought I'd only visit big cities with tall tall buildings. LOL

Anyway, just in case you guys were wondering where all the pictures are, I've posted some of them on my Windows Live Space at http://troublemaker0505.spaces.live.com I took 600+ pictures altogether and I posted up 96. =) Go check them out!

updated: juz realised that some albums are not allowed for public view so i suggest you guys access my space through msn =)

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Reality kicks in after Jennifer's cousin and cousin's room mate went back to Canberra! I have research to do for my Research Methods =S I'm starting to panic again!! Having a discussion about the research report on Monday with my lecturer, I hope that the discussion will be satisfactory as marks will be allocated for part of the whole assessment!
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Been having weird dreams again lately. *sigh* I wonder what those dreams mean! Since this year, I've been having dreams about murders =S yes, you heard me right, murders! It's so weird cause though I love gory movies I never had gory dreams...
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I realise cooking helps me forget my stress! I always look forward to cooking when I'm stressed!!
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After what seemed like ages...I finally see A online!! I don't know...seeing him online again brings back memories from primary and secondary school...those were the days when I see him online and my heart skips a beat out of time, those were the days when I'd bump into him at PSC etc. Although I've moved on, the songs that I listen to when I was "emotionally attached" to him still stir certain emotions in me.
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Just found out lately that everyone is connected to everyone and how small this world is! Brrr....
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Was talking to Jennifer about certain people and those people happen to message me online. Scarrryyy....LOL Talk about coincidence!
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Finally over P =) Woohoo!!

p/s: I think from now on I'll blog like this when I'm lazy XP

XOXO,
Me

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Back in action!!!!

Hello world!!

i know, i haven't been updating my blog lately.
been really really stressed, busy and tired for the past few weeks.
i've got loads to update though...

for now, i'll just update about yesterday.
after my mid-sem trial exam yesterday afternoon, i walked out of the lecture room and onto the streets, feeling so free!!
i wasn't feeling free because my exam was over, i was feeling free because i realised that now i'm in control of what and how i feel.
last year since i knew P in march, every little thing P did influenced how i felt...my emotions were like riding on a roller-coaster.
this year, it's different.
my feelings do not depend on P anymore...i'm free to feel anything i feel like feeling! XD
seeing him again last night also make me proud enough to say i'm 100% over him!
he's just another human being on this earth, once was my friend, now not anymore.
that's it! it's as easy as that! ;)
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on a brighter note...i'm going to ayers rock and alice springs in a day's time!!!
going with my housemate, jennifer, her cousin and her cousin's friend...LOL
hopefully i'll be enjoying my time there fully!!
kinda excited to come in contact with nature...i feel so deprived of nature in my life...
but i haven't finished my assignment...
updating my blog while waiting for my food to digest a little XP
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oh...and there's 1 thing that's been bothering me...
there's this girl from my Human Nutrition class...
she asked me to send her my assignment cause she wanted to see how to do it...
but i refused to because she hadn't even started yet! there's a high probability that she's gonna copy even though i'm not 100% sure.
i felt bad not sending my assignment to her so i offered some help...
and guess what?!
she asked me questions that are already answered on the discussion board AND the slides that our lecturer gave us.
*sigh* so i simply told her that she can go check the discussion board n slides...
but no, i think she already asked me to send my assignment to her 3 times!
dunno if i should send it to her...
the thing is, before i started this assignment i felt clueless but after asking questions on the discussion board and reading the slides my lecturer gave us, i understood the assignment more...
so in my opinion, she should do the same instead of simply asking for other people's assignment =S
m i doing the right thing?
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oh yeah!!
i love cooking!!!!
hehehehe~ i just simply love trying out new recipes!
if only i had a fully equipped kitchen...*dreams*
if i see cooking as a chore, i'd probably hate it...
but cooking really fun!!
gonna plan a cookout with my college friends when i get my ass back in summer!! XD
let's cook and bake and eat! can't wait...
it's not even half of the year and i'm thinking about summer already, ish!
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woke up this morning feeling a little down...
dunno y...
could it be everyone's at camp while i'm at home rushing my assignment?
i miss my friends already...=S
i'm weird...
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i have a love-hate feeling towards avocados.
they are known as the most nutritious fruit by the Guinness World of Records...
so i decided to try them out since it they were on promotion too! (usually it costs $4.98 for EACH avocado but i got 4 for $2.88)
when i cut open the first avocado, discovered that it wasn't ripe yet...didn't know what to do with it...it was hard rock, so i threw it away...*sigh* wasted 1...
after asking my friend how to see if it's ripe, she told me that it's ripe when it's soft...
so having left my avocados on the table a few days, they got too soft and i panicked!
had them with tuna, cheese and ham...hmmm!!
basically, with tuna, the avocado is tasteless...but when eaten alone, i felt like puking!!!!
not too sure if i'll ever gonna buy avocados again XP
but it's the most nutritious fruit! and i'm sorta a health freak...
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so proud of myself!!!!
been controlling my finances well...
not buying n spending unnecessarily like buying junk food, eating out too often etc.
since i came back, i've only bought chips ONCE and i took A WEEK to finish that packet.
so happy with myself!! =D
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been waking up naturally around 8am every day due to the sunlight shining through my window
not too sure if it's a good thing...
the good thing is i've been trying to sleep before 12 every day...so far i slept after 12 once or twice n that's it!
i feel so healthy...trying to not have naps but lately i feel so tired in the afternoon that results in napping a little =(
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omg...this was meant to be a short post and i ended up typing so much!
hahaha~
ok, time to get back to my assignment!!

p/s: Pras, i'd rather u update ur blog like this...at least i know what those random words mean...LOL

p/p/s: before u leave, go check out this disturbing news...so unbelievable!o.O

XOXO,
Me