Saturday, September 30, 2006

relieved + worried

my trials have juz ended last 2 days...but i feel so shitty, knowing that my results will come out shitty =S i think i totally flunked IT!! i left so much blank i don't think i'll even pass....
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on a lighter note, i'm gonna hang out with my friend M today!!! can't wait...never hung out with her before...i'm sure we'll be laughing our hearts out....

then tomorrow i'll be hanging out with 3 other friends from high school!! woohoo!! the 4 of us became close friends because of taekwondo...we've been through ups and downs during taekwondo training....haha...being tortured by our instructors...phew~ i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait!! the 3 of them....3 different personalities...3 different sense of humour....sometimes i juz wonder how we were brought together...<3

i juz woke up...hehe...had a really really good sleep...haven't been sleeping soundly for a very long time!!! @.@

Saturday, September 23, 2006

I don't have a clue about guys.

Haha...out of boredom, i went to teenmag.com and took a Do you know what guys think? quiz. I think I know myself too well...refer to my previous post http://troublemaker55.blogspot.com/2006/09/jumbled-up.html about how i'm worried about mixing with guys. =D

DIM ABOUT HIM
Get a clue, girl! You act as if you've never interacted with the male species. Granted some are difficult to decode, but rest assured that they're not impossible! In fact, guys are not all that different from you in some respects - they worry about their looks and get nervous around members of the opposite sex. Once you realize how strong the similarities are, you'll be way close to understanding the differences.

p/s: ok, gotta get back to work....later!

Is it possible?

i was juz wondering....is it possible for 2 ppl to like each other but not be together because 1 of the 2 is afraid of commitments....??

p/s: desperately waiting for trials to be over...ARGH!

Friday, September 22, 2006

laughter the best medicine....

...so true!

the other day i was chatting with a friend of mine who juz came back to penang from KL for her semester break...i told her my side of stories and well, she didn't have the chance to tell me hers. lol...

anyway, i didn't know i could make someone's day! wow...i feel so great, knowing i can actually brighten up a friend's day!! so right now, i'm waiting patiently for trials to b over so that i can hang out with her!! woohoo~ if nothing goes wrong, it'd b our first time hanging out although we've been planning to hang out 2 years ago...=)

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today i had lunch with C....and it turns out that a bunch of our friends drove pass us when we were walking...so obviously we didn't see them but they did...talk about pure conincidence! of all places in penang...and they saw us THERE!

laughter the best medicine....

...so true!

the other day i was chatting with a friend of mine who juz came back to penang from KL for her semester break...i told her my side of stories and well, she didn't have the chance to tell me hers. lol...

anyway, i didn't know i could make someone's day! wow...i feel so great, knowing i can actually brighten up a friend's day!! so right now, i'm waiting patiently for trials to b over so that i can hang out with her!! woohoo~ if nothing goes wrong, it'd b our first time hanging out although we've been planning to hang out 2 years ago...=)

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today i had lunch with C....and it turns out that a bunch of our friends drove pass us when we were walking...so obviously we didn't see them but they did...talk about pure conincidence! of all places in penang...and they saw us THERE!

Monday, September 18, 2006

updates!

starting this monday, it's my study break for trial exams next week!! =S

as much as i want to study, i can't! cause i've got heaps of assignments to finish...=( right now i have chem and bio reports on my hands...bio report is supposed to be passed up tomorrow and chem report on tuesday. not only that, i'll have to go back to college for replacement classes this week!! sheesh~ now i wonder how i'm gonna study...

oh! i've watched "you, me and dupree" with my friend Eve last Friday. it was ermmm....ok. not really exciting or funny. but juz ok. = however there were some really dirty parts which were censored. mayb it was a good thing afterall...i don't wanna know more about what guys do...=S guys are weird creatures i can never understand.

let me digress a bit. i was chatting with C on msn last 2 days...and honestly i totally forgot he was a guy...so i KINDA insulted the male population by saying they love to stare at girls even though they're not pretty but dressed up sexily...and wow...he, who was well known of having no temper at all...suddenly said "u know...u wu ru guys" then i stopped mid-sentence o.O the next thing he said was "u think u can angry nia ah? i cannot ah?" whoa! haha~ i got soooo scared of him after that...yesterday he even had to convince me that he'll never scold me / get mad at me...even asked me not to be afraid of him...i told him i have to watch what i'm saying when i'm talking to him and he went "haiyo...juz say what u wanna say la..i won't scold u wan...believe me la" =D

oh! something funny happened on Thursday!! haha...i was in the general lab chatting with C on msn...he was a few computers away from me. and i had to change a comp cause my friend, N wanted me to sit next to her so that i could teach her how to draw a Data Flow Diagram...so i typed "wait for me, gotta change comp" he said ok. when i finally changed comp, i turned around and saw C's friends asking him out for lunch. then i turned to look at the comp screen, before i could type anything, it says "the user may not reply because he/she appears to be offline"...wah!! i was sooo mad...he's always like this!! can't even say bye before signing off is it?!! so i turned to complain to N...i started saying things like "u juz look at him!!!! he's always like that...can't he juz say bye before signing off?!?! even B says bye to me when he wants to go offline!! ARGHHH!!" and the next thing i know, i received an sms from C which says "okla, bye bye." i immediately showed N the sms....both of us turned around and SHIT! C was still there! that means he heard me complaining about him!! it was sooo embarrassing!! that's y he sent me that sms...haha...anyway, i've related this story to a few ppl...so it may not seem as funny as it was already.

ok, gotta finish off my bio report...till next time!

Friday, September 15, 2006

misunderstood...

well...i found out recently that i've been misunderstanding that person after all...that person has its own problems too...i'm so stupid. =S

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

i've decided...

...to juz not care too much about that person anymore because the more i do, the more disappointed i get. And this isn't fair to me...I can never mistreat myself...I hate feeling down all of a sudden because of that person...I'm supposed to be happy-go-lucky.

It's so pointless to care when that person doesn't even know u do...so, y torture myself right? yup! That is why I'm here to promise myself i shall never feel bad/sad because of that person ever again...From now on I'll juz act as if that person doesn't exist...but that'd be incredibly hard since i see that person every day...in college!!

*sigh* I wish i was born a stone-hearted guy...haha~ juz one of my crazy imaginations! =D

Anyway, won't be blogging anytime soon...not that anybody cares though. =)

Thursday, September 07, 2006

help!

i need to be more disciplined!!!

p/s: i know this ain't a post

better

hmmm...yesterday i was very down...today's better...dunno y...mayb because i've decided i don't wanna care about C anymore!!!!! =) phew~

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

jumbled up

it's been forever since i last updated my blog....

i've been pretty occupied by assignments...emotions...and the arrival of our trial exams!! =S i have a feeling my end is near...i'm feeling sooo lazy nowadays...no mood to even do my IT project!! *sigh*

don't tell me it's PMS...haha~ i hope not...hmmm...could it be the weather? i'm always feeling down when it's raining...dunno y...

nothing interesting has happened lately...well, actually there are...but...oh well, save it for another day when i'm really really in a good mood to type every single detail out.

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it's time for me to reflect on my life in college...haha~ although i still have a few months left...

i never thought i'd enjoy college this much...minus the deadlines and stress! maybe it's because i've been studying in an all-girl schol my whole life..ok, mayb not my WHOLE life...but 5 years of my life, because the 6 years before that i was totally anti-guys...it ain't pretty =P or maybe because i was pretty much a guy in primary...then as i went to high school, and the only people i mixed every day were girls so i guess it helped me become a lil more feminine. =D

now that i'm in college...i mix with both genders...every day i can see girls and guys mixing together...something i would not see in high school...and yeah...being a teen girl, i tend to have minor crushes on cute guys now and then...haha~

in a blink of an eye, 8 months have passed! juz like that!! i can still remember in january, i was dreading to go to college...cause everyone else was still sleeping soundly in their beds while I had to wake up at 8am every morning! it's juz not fair!! =D not only that, i was kinda worried about how i was gonna mix with guys again...it's like they're not the same species as i am...lol...

but whad'ya know? it's September already...another 2 months and i'm out of here! i have been waiting so anxiously to get out of Disted because i wanted a new adventure...in uni, being independent, making new friends, meeting people from around the world and be disciplined.

come to think of it, i kinda enjoyed my college life. i could be my crazy self and all...although some people may find it inappropriate for a girl to laugh so loudly...or act so roughly...bah! whatever!! i don't give a damn anymore...people have no rights to judge me!

oh gosh...this is a pretty long post...and i've been digressing alot!

hehe~ till next time.