Friday, August 10, 2012

That fleeting moment when...

....the thing that has been bothering you for weeks have been lifted and all you feel is joy! LOL If there's a prize for rotten judgement I guess I've already won it. You proved me wrong, that's why it's so easy to just let go and move on. Whoa! And...because of that I thank you for giving me the opportunity to open my eyes to the things that are more meaningful.

From now on, blog, I'll blog about happy/positive things! Emo posts begone!

Another week and I'm out of that tiring workplace! Can't wait...all this work is taking its toll on me - not good.

It's almost 1am *gasps* Time for bed. My comfy bed, here I comeeeee!

P.S.: I know, this post is just so random and jumbled up. A proper post soon.


Thursday, August 09, 2012


就这么一顿晚餐,就让我了解了自己多一点点。听到你说肚子饿,我就立刻驾车去见你。但是听到你说要走,虽然是用开玩笑的语气,我却说不出什么想挽留你的话。驾着、驾着就觉得如果世界上有女生版的大男人,那会是我 - 大女人。心里是多么的在乎和关心你,表面却是冷漠无情。若能够能找到《我可能不会爱你》的李大仁那该多好!虽然程又青是多么的骄傲和霸道,李大仁还是痴痴地爱着她、关心她。




Tuesday, August 07, 2012





After not having work for a day, I feel so refreshed and full of energy. *sigh* But the moment I woke up this morning for work, that feeling of dread came rushing back again. Well, at least I should be happy that I managed to stay awake the whole afternoon so that I can sleep earlier at night. Really really really really need to readjust my biological clock. Irregular sleeping times is making me age sooner than I should!

Thanks to my blog, I've been able to let out some things that I shouldn't keep inside. It's doing me good, since I don't have to rant to anyone. Anyway...signing out! Talk soon.




Monday, August 06, 2012

Close call

It's a public holiday today, thus no work. Woohoo! While cleaning my room I stumbled upon my pay slips from previous months. I don't know what came over me but I actually thought that maybe I could continue working until the end of this month, just for the sake of some income. Just when I felt very determined to continue for 2 more weeks, all the work that I needed to do for tomorrow flooded my mind. That feeling of dread came over me and then I thought to myself, "Screw this! I can't wait to be out of there! No way I'm extending my stay!" Phew~ I almost made a terrible mistake!

Still watching In Time with You (我可能不会爱你), I find this quote quite true - 爱有很多种 - 爱到不知道爱也是一种. Yup, soooo true!

P.S.: Oh, all the best to you for your job interview tomorrow!!! =)





Weird afternoon dream

I took an afternoon nap after my lunch and ended up having a super duper weird dream. In the dream, I was feeling bored so I walked to Gurney Plaza to window-shop. As I walked pass shop after shop, my feet brought me to a make-up shop. There I saw so many of my (female) friends, those from primary school, high school, college, and even university. All of them were scattered throughout the store, trying out different cosmetics on their faces, hands etc. As I approached one of my friends, who was busy applying blusher on her face, she gave me an unfriendly look from the corner of her eye as if looking down on me. There and then I realised that I had zero make-up on my face. Then she opened her mouth to speak, "you do realise that in order to survive in this world you need to make you face look flawless?" At that moment, my heart was racing, pounding ever so loudly in my chest, like it was about to explode in my chest. I slowly looked around and realised that EVERY girl in the room had flawless porcelain skin! The world around me started to spin and then a voice inside me said, "you do not belong in this're just not perfect" OMG, I woke up feeling thankful that it was all just a dream. I cannot imagine myself being in that kind of so-called perfect world. Too tiring. It's being born in that era when foot-binding was still widespread though there's modern foot-binding today - high heeled shoes - but at least I get to choose whether I want to wear those killer shoes.

Was blogging about my Saturday but left it saved in my drafts. Thinking if I should finish it...since it's an emotional post.

On a lighter note, tomorrow is a public holiday which means NO WORK! Wheee...and a friend's coming over to colour our hair with soft pastels. Not sure how it's going to turn out. :D