CAN'T STAND GUYS!!

i'm soooo steaming hot right now!!

juz got off msn 'chatting' with one of the 'famous' ST's...

HMPH!now he knows how i feel when he voices pointless and rude comments to everything i say!!

AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

i juz feel like strangling him!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm not sure if this happens to all the guys born in 1986 or juz him!!!

it seems to me that he has this PMS for guys!

*breathe in...breathe out...*

p/s : hmph!!! guys *rolls eyes* fai see choy ley! i wanna go study liao!! oh...if u happen to read this...yes, i am talking about U! and i never wanna msg/speak to u ever again!!

Fresh Air!

ahhhhh...i feel alot better today!! i can breathe properly!! =D

so...my plan for today : STUDY CHEM!!

well, i have 3 more subjects till i gain my freedom....but at the back of my head, there's a voice telling me...'aiya...3 more only...juz cincai sit for those three and get them over with!' but then another voice tells me 'NO...3 only...work hard!!' *sigh* i'm caught in between...i think i'm falling sick because of this la...can't sleep soundly at night...now i see a panda everytime i look into the mirror...(-.-)

my conclusion?? WORK HARD!! i MUST i MUST study today!!

ok, time to have breakfast...

lazy post

very lazy right now...hence the short phrases

had a runny nose the whole day...
couldn't do anything...
so...i didn't study AT ALL today...
ok i ran out of things to say...GREAT

oh, i juz remembered..

i have to sleep early *sniff* good night...

BAD + SWEET dream

BAD dream :
i only scored 3 A's in my SPM! -.-"'

SWEET dream :
i received an e-mail from my crush!!!!!! i was so thrilled in that dream, i thought i was dreaming and when i woke up, i WAS dreaming! ARRGGGHHHH!!

gonna sit for moral paper this afternoon at 2pm...*sigh*

sink or swim

how?! how?! how?! STPM's gonna be over soon....and i have like 3 more subjects after that....after doing add maths exercises the whole day today, i feel like throwing up...

i haven't been eating much these days...no appetite...maybe it's because of exams...*sigh* i need some motivation, really...i feel like i'm gonna break down any second...my heart beats real fast when it feels like it...sometimes i juz wonder if there's something wrong with me...y am i sooo nervous when everyone else can juz remain calm??? i think i'm suffering from a severe exam anxiety!

the rain has juz stopped...and i still can't get myself off the comp...cause i'm sick of sitting at my table...!!

i think i'm falling sick.....

i dedicate this song to myself :

Simon Webbe - No Worries

(I just know your life's gonna change)
(Gonna get a little better)
(Moving on the darkest day)
(I just know your life's gonna change)
(Gonna get a little further)
(Right up until the feeling fades)

So, is this how it goes,
Think you've come this far,
and then it'll show,
but that aint so, oh no,
you don't see where you are,
and if you don't wanna look back you'll never know,
cuz you think that you've been here
just treading water
waiting in the wings for the show to begin
but i always see you searching
and you try that bit harder
getting closer, oh yeah
to the life you're imagining

[Chorus]
(I just know your life's gonna change)
maybe not today, maybe not today,
but some day soon you'll be alright,
(I just know your life's gonna change)
turn the other way, turn the other way,
feels like luck is on your side,
(Just wanna live)
no worries, no worries,
(Don't wanna die)
no worries, no worries,
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody,
(yeah you can sink)
no worries, no worries,
(or you can swim)
no worries, no worries,
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody,

So, baby keep drifiting on
getting there aint just
selfless wasted time
seek and find, yeah
you're not that far from what you hoped
and wished for all along,
cuz you think that you've been there,
just treading water
waiting in the wings for the show to begin
but i always see you searching
and you try that bit harder
getting closer, oh yeah
to the life you're imagining

[Repeat Chorus]

I just know your life's gonna change
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody...

p/s : i still don't feel any better...y does this happen to me?! i hate myself....

hehe...=D

i know i shouldn't be blogging so often as i'm facing my exams now...but because i juz had my breakfast and it's not healthy to go shower right after a meal, so i'll juz come here and let out a lil

hmmm...5 more subjects to go!! and i'm gonna do whatever i want! lol...not exactly WHATEVER

random stuff (things i wanna do after spm and things i like/dislike)

1. i'm gonna get contact lenses!!
2. gonna catch harry potter and the GOF (although i heard that even small details they failed to follow the book eg. the colour of the robes) oh well, juz wanna go watch, that's all...can't expect too much from it though...
3. throw away all my useless books (such as chinese? and ermmm malay?)
4. keep long hair!! (this is a sure thing...my hair is growing quite long d now...)
5. i dislike ppl 'whatever'ing in my face...in fact, i hate it...i juz try to restrict myself from exploding
6. i hate ppl poking my sides...so annoying
7. i hate ppl 'body-glove'ing me...
8. i love laughing until my sides or my cheeks hurt
9. i love daydreaming
10. i love staring blankly into space
11. i love sitting in the living room, flipping through astro channels all day!
12. i'm so gonna hang out with my friends after spm...
13. i hate ppl not taking me seriously when i really need them to...
14. oh!! i'm gonna rent loads and loads of korean drama series to watch after spm =D
15. i'll be dreading to receive news on which batch (NS) i'm going to =(
16. i'm gonna look for a part-time job so that i can buy a handphone! hehe...see first la...so much stuff to do...

i think my comp's going crazy...it keeps making this weird noise i'm so afraid it will explode...so...later!! (later as in...a few days later =P)

ARRRRGGGHHHH!! (part 2)

hehe...u can call me wu liao...i visited www.epitomemodels.com and i came across this ad looking for models between the ages of 14-22 (females)...then my heart nearly stopped beating when i saw THIS -> no height restrictions...!!! i couldn't believe my eyes...but as i expected, only for residents of Connecticut, Colorado, Vermant, Maryland, North Dakota and Puerto Rico...

*sigh* there goes my chance =D in case u're wondering if i wanna make a living by modelling...u're so wrong! haha...i juz wish to do stuff that i like being an air-hostess, model while i can (*blush* i know maybe i don't have the talent, but i'm sure practice makes perfect? keke) etc.

i still remember when i flipped through the papers, i was soooo thrilled when i saw that headline : DREAM OF BEING A MODEL? (ok, i forgot the exact words...but it meant the same....i guess =P) in Star Metro early this year. so i quickly scanned through the article and was so happy when Vanessa Diamonds was looking for a model to promote their new collection of Jewellery! but as i look further, they were looking for females between the ages of 18-(forgot d) see?! i only remember that 18!! BLOODY 18!! i'm juz a year younger! how disappointing...and the photoshoot was held at gurney plaza! i wanted to go take a peek...but i think it was around my exams...sheesh!

p/s: and again, pls excuse my poor eng...having a bad runny nose...hate it!

ARRRRGGGHHHH!!

ok, juz came back from school...juz sat for BM2 and guess what?! i didn't know how to do the tatabahasa part AND and i didn't have enough time to finish it!!

shit! hope i pass this subject if not i'm gonna have to migrate to overseas! =(

didn't see that coming!

haha...yes, i've always wanted to become a model...although my height doesn't even reach the minimum for models (juz excuse my grammar in this post...gotta be quickm can't waste too much time online) ok, where was i? oh yeah...i logged in to my inbox and i got this e-mail :

Dear ,
Recently, you submitted your photos to ModelNetwork.Com and I believe you will greatly benefit from a convention being held by Model Search America in Las Vegas, December 2nd - 4th.

Model Search America is hosting one of the largest National Model Conventions. Aspiring and current models and actors will be able to audition in front of over 50 of the world's Top Modeling and Talent Agencies, Casting Directors, and Magazines in person.

Among those scheduled to attend include: Elite, Request, Major, NY Models, Irene Marie, ID Models, Wilhelmina, Abrams Artists, casting directors for over 10 different reality shows, and magazines including Cosmo Girl, Vibe, and Allure.

If you are serious about getting into the industry, I highly suggest that you schedule an interview today!

To schedule an interview, please go to:http://www.modelsearchamerica.com/AOSDOFEDF.cfm?id=1008

For more information, please feel free to visit:http://www.modelsearchamerica.com

Hope to see you there!

Best Regards,
Model Network


one thing that's weird though...i didn't submit any of my photos...and when i clicked on the url 'to schedule an interview' =P, there's this form to fill in...ANNNDD it's only for the american citizens -.-" but one thing that's surprising is that they didn't ask for the height, weight, measurements..etc which is quite ermm...abnormal? lol...

ok, enough....gotta study...

You Are 30% Addicted to Blogthings

Okay, so you know how to take and post a Blogthing. But you're no addict. (Hey, this quiz *proves* it!) For you, Blogthings is more of a healthy habit. At least, that's what you tell yourself!

How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

phew! i'm not addicted to blogthings....it's sooo accurate! i'm not! ok, now going to bed...c ya! *yawns*

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

lol...no comments? =)) ok..the reason y i'm not doing anything constructive is because i juz ate a whole plate of ermm...pasembur (how do u spell that damn word?!) and going straight to sleep isn't good for health...and i'm not in the mood to study as i feel quite sleepy already, so here i am!

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

what do u think?? *grins* =D

You Are The Opposite of Machiavellian

You don't have a cynical, power hungry bone in your body. Honest and kind, you believe being a good person is the most important thing. While your upstanding morals should be admired, be careful! You're at risk for being manipulated and toyed with.

How Machiavellian Are You?

ah...it's no wonder why everyone loves me...hahaha....

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

got too wuliao, so i took a few ermmm...quizzes? =D more to come!

random stuff 2

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind. You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

hehe...i was thinking the same too =D if i had the chance i would try for blue/red/purple *wink*

anyway...can u believe it?! i wasted my whole afternoon doing like 2 - 3 questions of add maths because i kept making mistakes and turns out i need more than an hour to finish one bloody question!

ARGHHH...anyway, juz here to 'update' a lil to warn anyone who sees me with orange-coloured hair on the streets ;)

random stuff

it's amazing how SPM and STPM is SOOO near and yet...kryptos5 can keep updating his blog like it's the easiest thing to do...(ok, i'm crapping)

anyway, no mood to study now...how?!
i tried studying history yesterday the whole day....and i juz can't get the facts into my head...i think i prefer science subjects more now....maybe...juz MAYBE i'm gonna drop history...hope i don't get a D for that...a C is good enough =D so...ok ok...i'll juz go with the flow...i'll try my best...won't wanna give up on any subjects...i kept dreaming last night which resulted in improper sleep...(see? my eng sux...hope anyone reading this understands) those stuff i read in the day kept appearing in my dreams...ARGHHH!

i juz hope i wake up from this bad dream soon....can't wait....=(

HOW AH?!

i think i've fallen for a blogger! hehehe...aiyoh...dunno la...i said i THINK nia...

i know this entry is pointless la...cause i'm really wu liao now...so...hehehe...

p/s: but of course i won't abandon my crush for him la...=D

LOL

today was juz simply great!!
haha...everything that has got to do with my form teacher (also add maths teacher) is juz funny!!
did i mention that he doesn't have a temper? lol...and when we tease him...he gets all red in the face!
anyway, today my friend and i couldn't wait till tomorrow to know our positions in the whole form..so we went to look for him (let's juz call him Mr. S)...

this is what happened :

Me : (direct translation from chinese) Teacher ah, ermm...are u free? *smiling*
Mr. S : *looking at the computer screen* y?
Me : we wanna know our positions in the whole form...*grinning nervously* we can't wait no more...
Mr. S : aiyoh...the book is in my car woh! *handing me his car keys* u can get the book from my car...
Me : *nervous* huh? errr....ai meh? (i thought he shouldn't trust us with his car...since we've already reached the legal age to drive =P)

well, he already handed me his keys and they were already in my hand! so...haha...my friend and i were giggling away with his keys...and no...we didn't do anything that we weren't supposed to do =D oh...did i mention that his car remote has been er...repeatedly being 'repaired' by cellophane tape?! so...we assumed that his car remote is down...

when we reached his car, we opened the back door and i poked my head into the backseat to look for his so-called book...his car was a mess i tell u! things scattered and i even found a t-shirt under the piles of stuff...haha...ok..no luck with the backseat...so we tried to open the boot when....the alarm went off! and that split second i thought i was gonna be in deep trouble! luckily my friend fixed it...and so we found his book in the boot and along with our report cards all lying there...*sigh* that man...we even saw a student's autograph book in there!

so i carried his book in my arms and we went right back to him...he asked us to look ourselves initially but changed his mind...

Mr. S : u can look for urselves...errr...cannot cannot cannot...*taking the book from me* cannot let u guys see some things...
Me : haha...anything that can't be seen?
Mr. S : yeah...secrets! *grinning* there...u guys can only see these 3 pages...

nothing funny right? (although i think there is =D )
i was thinking the moment he said that there were 'secrets' in that book of his...we could've have juz flipped through his book when we got it from his car! haha...adui...that man...really blur wan *shakes head* so cute la him!

oh...and then when we were checking our positions...he came over and asked us how we did...and i didn't wanna tell him my name...(yes...he doesn't know my name...mostly form teachers know the names of their students right?) i juz stood there and grin...haha...checking OTHER people's positions...hehe..and he thought it was mine...

Mr. S : *saw me pointing to a position* wah..not bad ah...no. 4 in class!
Me : huh?! no no no...not me =D
Friend : haha..teacher...she's ee lin...must know our names la...we always come and look for u!

he tried to check my position after that....but somehow he saw the position above mine...hahaha...which was 22nd in class (22nd is better than mine la...i got 25th in class! =.=" ) so i juz kept quiet! hahaha...

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juz got off msn with a former classmate of mind in primary school....used to have loads of disagreements with him...but now...weird...he added me first in friendster...and even started sending me friendster msgs....and somehow...we became better friends than last time! we even sent each other songs...lol...his father teaches at our school...and his father is quite a cute teacher too...haha....

p/s : i know...unsistematic and bad english...*sigh* i juz can't get myself to gather my thoughts properly...and my eng? blame it on my bm teacher! =P listening to her speak eng can be hell la!

Yea Baby~ =D

i've graduated!!!!!!!
now i'm really really glad that our graduation ceremony is over!! it was such a bore!! the neverending speeches and award givings....*yawn*
ok, now i'm in PJ's after coming back from my graduation dinner!!
it was a blast, baby!! took loads of pics!! maybe gonna post them up here after SPM...since i've no mood to do these kinda things now...have to focus on my FUTURE...that is the three-letter word...*shudders*
this is gonna be a very unsistematic post cause my feelings are juz jumbled up...not exactly sad though...i don't even feel the slightest bit of sadness...ok, maybe juz a LIL...parting with friends all those stuff but leaving this school? hmmm....it seems like a dream come true! too good to be real! i know...some ppl say i'm cold-blooded...but really, i really hate myself when i cry or get too emotional...i would juz go totally outta control...
oh...and i feel so guilty...ok, not my fault...the food...we were sooo engrossed with the performances until the whole chicken was left untouched...*sigh* what a waste...some kids are suffering in africa or some other parts of the world because of malnutrition and we....the lucky kids...are wasting food! ARGHHHH...
then again...i'll definitely miss those cute male teachers! lol...not cute as in handsome...but cute as in cute! haha....i mean male teachers, they really have a sense of humour and they don't scold us girls unless we make them really really mad but normally...male teachers don't hold grudges...*winks* i'm sure the 2 male teachers i'm gonna really miss are my physics teacher and my form teacher (who also teaches us add maths)...female teachers...hmmm...let's see...oh, there's this english teacher who taught me in form 3 and form 4 and she juz gave birth to a daughter! awww....CONGRATULATIONS!! (i doubt she'll read this =( ) anyway...was planning to take pics with alot of teachers but they....hmph! how could they?! alot of them went home early!
ok ok.... then i bumped into my friend from CLHS...who came to go to gurney with a few girls...lol...and we took a pic together and his face turned out so 'snoi'!! hahaha~ don't worry, he won't read this...no one will!
omg, i thought this was gonna be short but i can't stop babbling!
oh! now i remember...after our dinner towards the end of the night...ppl started to cry! oh my God! and u guessed right...i didn't cry =D so i was seen everywhere hugging crying people...and tell them that everything's ok? lol...how stupid of me huh?

aiyoh...continue in another post when i've thought of something to type...haha...and photos will probably by up in dec ...haha...

Rent

i juz hate myself! i blog-hopped and guess what? i came across a post on Rent....it's a movie title, juz so u know =D and....i think this movie (based on a musical) is really gonna inspire me...i read the synopsis on yahoo! movies...and it's very inspiring....i love the soundtrack too! it's called 'seasons of love'...very meaningful!! i can't wait till my SPM's over...i'm definitely gonna watch this one! i juz love inspiring movies....they make me cry =')

Seasons of Love

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Moments So Dear
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure - Measure A Year?

In Daylights - In Sunsets
In Midnights - In Cups Of Coffee
In Inches - In Miles
In Laughter - In Strife
In - Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes

How Do You Measure
A Year In The Life
How About Love?
How About Love?
How About Love?
Measure In Love

Seasons Of Love
Seasons Of Love

In Truths That She Learned
Or In Times That He Cried
In Bridges He Burned
Or The Way That She Died

It's Time Now - To Sing Out
Tho' The Story Never Ends
Let's Celebrate
Remember A Year In The Life Of Friends

Remember The Love
Remember The Love
Remember The Love
Measure In Love

Measure, Measure Your Life In Love

ok, this is the 3rd time i'm editting this post and repost it...haha...here's some of the movies i think are rather inspiring :
a walk to remember
honey
love actually
butterfly effect

i PROMISE!! no more editting! =D