Sunday, November 20, 2005

sink or swim

how?! how?! how?! STPM's gonna be over soon....and i have like 3 more subjects after that....after doing add maths exercises the whole day today, i feel like throwing up...

i haven't been eating much these days...no appetite...maybe it's because of exams...*sigh* i need some motivation, really...i feel like i'm gonna break down any second...my heart beats real fast when it feels like it...sometimes i juz wonder if there's something wrong with me...y am i sooo nervous when everyone else can juz remain calm??? i think i'm suffering from a severe exam anxiety!

the rain has juz stopped...and i still can't get myself off the comp...cause i'm sick of sitting at my table...!!

i think i'm falling sick.....

i dedicate this song to myself :

Simon Webbe - No Worries

(I just know your life's gonna change)
(Gonna get a little better)
(Moving on the darkest day)
(I just know your life's gonna change)
(Gonna get a little further)
(Right up until the feeling fades)

So, is this how it goes,
Think you've come this far,
and then it'll show,
but that aint so, oh no,
you don't see where you are,
and if you don't wanna look back you'll never know,
cuz you think that you've been here
just treading water
waiting in the wings for the show to begin
but i always see you searching
and you try that bit harder
getting closer, oh yeah
to the life you're imagining

[Chorus]
(I just know your life's gonna change)
maybe not today, maybe not today,
but some day soon you'll be alright,
(I just know your life's gonna change)
turn the other way, turn the other way,
feels like luck is on your side,
(Just wanna live)
no worries, no worries,
(Don't wanna die)
no worries, no worries,
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody,
(yeah you can sink)
no worries, no worries,
(or you can swim)
no worries, no worries,
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody,

So, baby keep drifiting on
getting there aint just
selfless wasted time
seek and find, yeah
you're not that far from what you hoped
and wished for all along,
cuz you think that you've been there,
just treading water
waiting in the wings for the show to begin
but i always see you searching
and you try that bit harder
getting closer, oh yeah
to the life you're imagining

[Repeat Chorus]

I just know your life's gonna change
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody...

p/s : i still don't feel any better...y does this happen to me?! i hate myself....

2 comments:

kryptos said...

whoa, u really need to calm down! rest assured that u're not alone when it comes to exam anxiety... i do know of a friend who hv similar "symptoms"... losing appetite, insomnia, etc. luckily, i suppose i dun have exam anxiety. but the fact that i'm too relaxed in this exam makes me a little worried... ironical, huh?
again, dun give urself too much pressure! calm down!

Lin Whatever! said...

haha...that's all i need (reassurance) =P thanx!! i think i'm feeling much better compared to the last few days...i ate alot today!=D and lucky for me i'm not pregnant (haha...felt like throwing up for the past few days)