Sunday, April 29, 2007

'Eventful' Day

Everything that I'm gonna say happened on Monday (23rd of April)...

That day was my friend, XX's (not Xiaxue) birthday, so after my class at 12pm, I sms-ed my friend, E, to ask her if she wants to go hunt for a birthday gift for XX together and so we decided to meet up outside McD. As expected, I ended up eating at McD whilst waiting for E...

Because the inside of McD was packed, I tumpang an old man's table together with another man who couldn't find a place to sit. The old man was friendly, he talked to me about my studies and stuff whereas the other man was super unfriendly, he kept showing his long face...and something that really bothered me was that most of the people here smoke. I think 8 out of 10 smoke here. The old man was smoking but he was considerate enough not to huff n puff RIGHT in front of me. So after talking for a while, the old man left me eating there with the other man. It was way awkward cause we didn't utter a word to each other at all and I tried to keep myself occupied by watching the world go by, which in fact I love to do. Mana tau, he took out a cigarette and started huffing n puffing....*sigh* I just felt like telling him off but decided not to, just in case he's some gangster...=S

When that man left, I was super relieved...no more cigarette smoke! After a few mins, 3 females came and asked me if anyone else was sitting with me so I said no and ushered them to sit down. They were really friendly, and I got to know that 1 of the women was the girl's mom and the other woman was her aunt. They were from Brisbane to visit the girl who's studying here. All of a sudden, I heard excited screaming...that kind of screaming you hear when you're at a concert...I turned around to see a bunch of teenage girls with hp (with cameras) and digital cameras going after a bunch of black guys. They were walking right pass me. Well, the first thing that came into my mind was that they must be some popular celebrities but I couldn't recognise them. So I asked the girl next to me, and she said it was Chris Brown!!! That US black singer!! When I turned around to take a look at his face again, all I saw was the backs of the crowd crossing the road. *sigh* Unexpectedly, they walked pass me again for the 2nd time...woohoo~ and this time I got a clear view of his CUTE face!! <3 and the girl next to me got a pic of him on her digital cam.

So the females were talking among themselves and I was minding my own business........until that girl took out a box of cigarettes and I immediately thought to myself: shit! she's gonna smoke in front of me!! help!! how can her mom allow her to smoke?! this ain't right...smoking is bad for health! -.-" Before I could hold my breath, she already lit her cigarette and I was choking and coughing already...It was damn bad...and she asked "Do you mind if I smoke?" and believe me, I was coughing so badly I couldn't answer her question. The girl said to her aunt and mom "I think we'd better go some place else to smoke, we're killing this poor girl...see, she's coughing already, we're gonna make her sick" and so they moved to the other table and it didn't do any good either cause the wind was blowing my direction and they were at the table opposite me.

When they finally went away, I felt damn relieved...phew~ when....the guy at the table next to me started smoking! My gosh...why do people smoke?! It's such a waste of money and it doesn't even do any good to your health! Since I came to aus, I always have this feeling that I'm not gonna die of old age, but because of 2nd-hand smoke! Even students at my hostel smoke...and they usually smoke at the balcony right outside my room... o.O

Anyway, back to my day...

I went window-shopping after having my McD lunch because winter's nearing and I need more warm clothes. I saw this shirt I particularly like and tried it on in the fitting room. After admiring myself in the full-length mirror for ages, I thought I'd better not buy it cause it wasn't that practical. As I was getting ready to come out of the fitting room, I realised the fitting room was unusually empty! Where was my bag?! Shit! I must have left it at McD!! I can't describe to you how nervous I was!! I rushed back to the same spot I was sitting a few minutes ago and thankfully, my bag was still sitting on the exact same chair I was sitting on...My heart was racing like mad...I was so so so thankful that it was not stolen because I practically had my "everything" in that bag - mobile phone, wallet and my room key. -.-"

Met up with esther, told her what happened before she showed up and we went shopping for XX's b'day present.

Upon reaching our hostel, I changed into my new long-sleeve shirt, tights and a denim skirt. I felt so weird cause I never dressed so feminine since I reached here...and I wore my contact lenses for the first time since February. We took off to this seafood restaurant somewhere near Tee Tree Plaza to have dinner! The dinner was OK, I ate until my stomach looked like a pregnant lady's...I was so so so full...*BURP*

p/s: I'm lazy to type liao...till next time!!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Back from E-camp!!

*inhales deeply* I'm finally back from E-camp which was organised by OCF (Overseas Christian Fellowship)!! woohoo~ Well, one reason I'm thrilled to be back is I missed my bed in my room so much...and the other reason is I've learnt alot in E-camp...I am contented. =)

As a christian my whole life, I have never been close to God although sometimes I do go to church every Sunday. When I come across obstacles in life, I do not turn to Him, instead I do things based on my own limited strength...which is obviously not enough. Now, my faith is renewed, and I shall turn to Him all the time, during good times and the bad. Being christian is no easy task as we need to serve God...it doesn't matter how much and how big ur contributions are, as long as you have the heart to. Now I feel like I'm born again!! He always loves me no matter who I am and what I've done and that is the greatest love of all!! <3>In the dining hall)
I was playing cards with a group of friends and because I wasn't quite sure about the rules, I wanted to swap places with a guy friend, K, who was sitting next to me, so that my friend, E, who was sitting next to K could help me with the game. As I stood up, I kinda jokingly said "wah...your chair must be super hot now!" and I guess there was some misunderstanding. K moved his chair when I wanted to sit down....so I kinda "fell" and K caught me by the waist! Just for your info, K is already taken...and there were so many other people around, and since my friends used to tease us both, I guess both of us were quite embarrassed.

It's ok if you guys didn't find that embarrassing cause I am very very bad in relating stuff again.
so, that was on the 4 days of my 1+ week Easter holiday =) I'll try my best to update my blog as often as I can....so stay tune! haha~ =D

XOXO,
Me

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Get to know me better? u judge...=D

I got this personality test from my friend's friend's blog...and since i haven't been posting anything on my blog lately...so, here's something something =P

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Life here...

well, i'm not sure which note i should start on....the lighter one or the not-so-light one?

i'm so sleepy and it had been a really hard day...so i'll juz keep it short.

i have a friend who's mad at me for making fun at him...ok, i admit that i was wrong...but he kinda told me he was angry in a not-so-serious way! not only that, everytime he has a straight face when he tells a lie...so how am i supposed to know if what he said was true or not?! (too lazy to check grammar) anyway, we're not giving in...no way i'm gonna say sorry to him...cause basically i don't think what i did was SO big a deal he has to NOT talk to me...and i don't mind him not talking to me cause he literally messed up my life since i knew him. maybe when i'm calm, i'll tell the whole story....

besides that, i got lost today while coming back from uni cause i wanted to try another route...which was supposed to be easier to walk...cause the roads are not that steep therefore i don't have to use up so much energy...lol....and i ended up walking farther than i should...dumb huh?? =S

p/s: i guess no one visits this dead blog anymore...haha~

- Lin -

Thursday, January 04, 2007

I let him go...

haha~ stuff about relationship might juz pop up on some of ur minds...but it ain't about relationship stuff...

on the first day of 2007, i was to meet my friends at 11:30am at gurney plaza for lunch but i overslept so i decided to meet them at 2 something after their movie, which i've already watched a few days earlier.

so, after having my lunch at home, i went to meet up with my friends at a bird's nest shop, where another friend of mine, J, is working.

we went to manila's place to have "lunch" as they haven't had theirs...well, i ordered a choc milkshake and that's it...i juz had some food picked out from my friends' plates =P and i don't know y i was super hyper that day...kept acting crazy...even made the workers at manila's place laugh =S oops~ there was once when a waitress came with a tray with 2 cups of drinks, and one of them had a coffee colour and silly me went "ooooh...is that mine?!" and the waitress went "nooo..." with a smile on her face...the scene was quite funny at that time...i guess i'm juz not prepared to grow up! i love being crazy =D

*fast forward*

my friend, Pras, and i were walking another friend of ours to the carpark cause she had a curfew that day...so there we were, going up the escalator when i turned around to look at the crowd below, like i always do, and there he was, clad in a white t-shirt and jeans with a black belt and shades clipped onto the front of his shirt. he was holding his jacket over his shoulder...somehow there was something that attracted my attention...the woman beside him whom he was talking to was pretty well-dressed too, there was juz something about them that made me stared even longer, cause they did not look like any ordinary ppl. i stared at him for so long my eyes were gonna pop out of their sockets...lol...suddenly, he looked up and smiled...at ME!!! only then i realised that he's a hong kong actor!! my goodness...couldn't believe my eyes...i was too stunned to smile back...when i finally gather my composure, i turned to Pras and exclaimed "oh my God...that's...that's a hong kong actor!!" and she was like "what?! really?! what's his name?" i didn't even realise she was staring at him too!! o.O can't believe he actually caught our eye(s)...we were so mesmerised by his charm! <3 too bad i didn't go after him...cause if i did, i would definitely take a pic with him...well, i didn't cause i didn't wanna dump my friends =S

but now i kinda regret a lil...cause he's so cute...and i could've taken a pic with a cute guy on the 1st day of 2007!!

by the way, i only got to know the name of that actor today, his name is michael tong man lung aka tang2 wen2 long2...

go visit his site at http://michaeltong.net/

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

i'm ok

after 24 hours, i feel better...but it doesn't mean i'm 100% ok.

sometimes i juz need to let it all out, and the reason y i do not allow comments is because u do not know EXACTLY what happened...so u're NOT fit to give me any advice whatsoever!! but thanks for it anyway...*sigh* maybe from now on i'll not allow any comments on my page...

my anger is fading away....so pls...do NOT provoke me now k?!

shitty situation

when u're not in the mood, or u're feeling nervous because of something...adults juz don't leave u alone, do they?

they think they're right ALL the time...they expect u to tell them something when they don't even ask u in a polite way or they simply assume that u've done something WRONG!!

we teenagers are humans too u know?? we do not like ppl making baseless assumptions! I am 100% sure that adults do not like it when ppl do that to them too! So y do they do that to us??

I'm not sure if it's a coincidence, this shitty situation somehow kinda relates to the song in my previous post.

Not all teenagers tell their parents stuff, including me. y? they'll make judgements... I do know of a friend who tells her mom stuff, which makes me green with envy. If only my mom was my closest friend. Having a sibling as a close friend is great! but when ur mom insists that u tell her what u guys have been talking about, that's juz plain lame...i mean, we have a right to tell or not u know?! and who's there to say that it's wrong or right? because there's no such thing as wrong or right...it only depends on how u view the situation. Wait, I forgot, adults although may be more mature than us, sometimes do not think rationally. Forgive me, I'm so forgetful *sarcasm*

At times I feel like I'm the luckiest person on earth, but at times, I feel shitty being born into this world! ISH!!! Oh yeah, and u do NOT need to study psychology to speak politely, u know?! It's called Public Relations...duh! To put it in a meaner way, it's called MANNERS! since young adults have been teaching us about MANNERS, but where is it when it comes to them?! I simply think life is sooo unfair!

Fine, juz because u lost to the debate...u don't wanna talk to me. I'm absolutely fine with it...

Saturday, December 16, 2006

The Rest of My Life *updated*

I'm totally in love with this song and video...it's called The Rest of My Life by Lesser Than Jake. The video's very VERY meaninful...<3


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Lyrics upon mystical's request...ish! =P

I fell asleep last Saturday
Underneath polluted skies
I walked alone on those Jersey nights, and I
Saw the boardwalk start to fall
The emptiness starts to drown
The quiet corners of this town, and I...
Late last night, I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye, to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiar
I feel like letting go
And every second that goes by
I'm screaming out for a second try
Said goodbye, to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
I've got to live with them the rest of my life
This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can't erase
This is my life support, shutting down, for the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

If you won't forgive me
The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life...

caught in a whirlwind

I juz got home from an outing with 2 friends of mine...we watched a jap horror movie called "The Haunted Apartments", it wasn't terrific or awesome but i find it waaaaay better than the thai horror movie "Colic" iI watched with my friend the other day. at least this movie has a prominent storyline and all....

sometimes I can be in a crowd but I feel like I'm all alone in the world.

y?? maybe it's me or maybe it's not. BUT it's not for U, who are reading this, to judge either...I do not need that right now!

well, yeah...friends do make fun of and laugh at each other sometimes...no hard feelings. Somehow, there are times when u feel extra down/insecure/"mood-less". And when u wanna let ppl know that u don't wanna be made fun of by being being quiet, ppl juz don't get it, do they?! I tried so hard not to make it a big deal because obviously it's not....but ppl still don't get it. *sigh*
In the end, I am the one suffering because i do not wanna spoil the atmosphere by keeping all my emotions inside. =S I guess I'm not very good in EQ this kinda stuff...now juz leave me alone, I feel shitty.

Friday, November 24, 2006

going to KL

today at 8pm...i'll b on my way to kl by train and will b back on sun nite.

everytime i leave penang...i get this feeling like all my problems are left behind...

oh well....

till i come back...c u guys!! ;)

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i can't wait no more XP

tomorrow's gonna b the last day of final exams....and i can't wait no more...staying at home studying all day is killing me...i need some fresh air...=S

well, although i don't exactly study ALL day...i feel sleepy most of the time...sometimes i end up going to sleep and never wake up...LOL =D

ok ok....i haven't started studying today...i'd better go now...1 more day...1 more day....1 more day....

p/s: addicted to shayne ward's "that's my goal"...<3 it's so romantic!

Monday, November 06, 2006

Away

juz for those who read my blog...haha...i'll be away....final exams start tomorrow until the 15th of Nov...

so, till then....i won't be blogging =)

wish me luck! =D

Monday, October 30, 2006

Combat online child abuse~

http://www.lightamillioncandles.com/

to anyone who's reading this, pls click on the link above and light a candle to combat online child abuse =)

thank u so much!!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

food...=S

katsudon

whoa...now i know y i've been having cravings for food...because of the medication i was taking!! *sigh* yeah...i took steroids...due to this swollen nerve i had 2 weeks ago...which caused my left face to be temporarily paralysed...it was awful...>.<>katsudon (jap rice with deep fried pork, egg, onions and jap soy sauce), it was yummy and filling!! my goodness...for the first time in weeks, i don't feel hungry after eating =P

juz half an hour ago, i finished my dinner...and yeah, i don't feel like eating anymore...so full!! HAHA~ my goodness...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

food...=P

HAHAHAHA~ yup, this post is about food...AGAIN!

i had McD's new burger today...the Country Grilled Chicken Burger...it was quite healthy...cause it wasn't deep fried...it was grilled...wasn't oily at all...loved it!! and the best part was the cheese! i LOVE cheese....<3

ok, now i have sushi, waffle and hawker food left...*blek*

i wanted to buy waffle and sushi after i had my burger...but decided not to indulge in too much food in one day =D so......i shall PATIENTLY wait for thurs. to come!

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

still hungry for food....










*sigh* i've been thinking about food the whole day....even right after meals....so far, i've satisfied my cravings for spaghetti and sweet corn...*drools*

and i'm so so happy!! cause yesterday i bought a pair of really comfortable jeans, a belt and most important of all, i got to satisfy my craving for spaghetti!! it was soooo yummy!! oh my god...now i feel like eating instant noodle cup...how ah!? it's already 12am...to eat or not to eat?? =S

can't wait for Thurs...hehe~ cause that day will b the day i'm gonna satisfy my cravings for sushi and waffle...MUAHAHAHAHA~ oh man, juz thinking of the taste makes me go hungry....ARGH! oh, i juz remembered! i had cake today...haha~ it was my classmate's birthday...and they couldn't finish the cake....HAHAHAHA~ it was really really delicious...chocolate mud cake...moist enough...*licks lips* choc melts in ur mouth...hmmm~

shit....STOP THINKING ABOUT FOOD! damn it!

Monday, October 16, 2006

Food Cravings...

I've been having cravings for certain foods these few days!! Not sure if it's because of PMS, or juz my appetite's getting bigger, OR i have a stomach problem. =S i hope it's not the latter...

Anyway, i may go out with a friend, Eve, this Thursday, and hopefully i can satisfy a few of my food cravings =P I've juz finished my lunch and i'm already feeling hungry, thinking about all the food i wanna eat!

This is the list of foods i WANNA eat!!
  1. McD's new burger
  2. Sushi
  3. Waffle
  4. Hawker Food (Hokkien mee and Laksa)
  5. Hot Dog
  6. Spaghetti
  7. Cake
  8. Anything Cheesy
  9. Anything Soupy
  10. Sweet Corn

Ermm...i juz had something soupy yesterday at Chopper Board in Gurney...and it was YUMMY!! Loved it!! I had Clam Rice Soup...*drools*

Ok, enough about food...Better get back to studying =P

birthday...

well, i was browsing my friend's friendster page a moment ago...and there were pics of her during her 18th birthday...so, it hit me...for the past few years i haven't really celebrated my birthday!! even the most important one last year! 050505!!! i know...i can never turn back time...and my 18th birthday?!?! i didn't really celebrate it too....not even a few pics =S

therefore...i'm SOOO gonna celebrate my 19th birthday next year!!! though i know i won't b celebrating with my family...cause i'll be going to kl to study...and like my mom always says, old people do not like taking pics...haha...so since i'm still young *ahem* i'll take loads and loads of pics on my BIRTHDAY! =D well, not only birthdays...

p/s: this post is juz about birthdays...haha...nothing much =)

Friday, October 13, 2006

wrong or right?

i think i broke someone's heart deeply...someone who wants to be with me and accepts me for who i am...

it was all for the better...the both of us...=) i'm juz not ready to cross the friendship line...we were much closer when we were juz friends....

i hope he understands...

Monday, October 09, 2006

Another quiz about guys....=)

i juz took a Are u addicted to guys? quiz at www.teenmag.com

Results :

Guy Shy
Sometimes it's not easy dealing with the stresses of trying to have a love life! You may have a ways to go before you get onto easy street in this department, but you can improve your odds right now. Smile at guys. It'll help you relax. A friendly attitude brings the boys around in the same way that moths are attracted to light. Remember, the more positive energy you put out there, the better your results will be. Your confidence level will increase more and more. So, don't be shy, just say hi!

haha~ oh well...*speechless*

reminder to self: finals is in less than a month! JIA YOU!!!!