Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Get to know me better? u judge...=D

I got this personality test from my friend's friend's blog...and since i haven't been posting anything on my blog lately...so, here's something something =P

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Life here...

well, i'm not sure which note i should start on....the lighter one or the not-so-light one?

i'm so sleepy and it had been a really hard day...so i'll juz keep it short.

i have a friend who's mad at me for making fun at him...ok, i admit that i was wrong...but he kinda told me he was angry in a not-so-serious way! not only that, everytime he has a straight face when he tells a lie...so how am i supposed to know if what he said was true or not?! (too lazy to check grammar) anyway, we're not giving in...no way i'm gonna say sorry to him...cause basically i don't think what i did was SO big a deal he has to NOT talk to me...and i don't mind him not talking to me cause he literally messed up my life since i knew him. maybe when i'm calm, i'll tell the whole story....

besides that, i got lost today while coming back from uni cause i wanted to try another route...which was supposed to be easier to walk...cause the roads are not that steep therefore i don't have to use up so much energy...lol....and i ended up walking farther than i should...dumb huh?? =S

p/s: i guess no one visits this dead blog anymore...haha~

- Lin -

Thursday, January 04, 2007

I let him go...

haha~ stuff about relationship might juz pop up on some of ur minds...but it ain't about relationship stuff...

on the first day of 2007, i was to meet my friends at 11:30am at gurney plaza for lunch but i overslept so i decided to meet them at 2 something after their movie, which i've already watched a few days earlier.

so, after having my lunch at home, i went to meet up with my friends at a bird's nest shop, where another friend of mine, J, is working.

we went to manila's place to have "lunch" as they haven't had theirs...well, i ordered a choc milkshake and that's it...i juz had some food picked out from my friends' plates =P and i don't know y i was super hyper that day...kept acting crazy...even made the workers at manila's place laugh =S oops~ there was once when a waitress came with a tray with 2 cups of drinks, and one of them had a coffee colour and silly me went "ooooh...is that mine?!" and the waitress went "nooo..." with a smile on her face...the scene was quite funny at that time...i guess i'm juz not prepared to grow up! i love being crazy =D

*fast forward*

my friend, Pras, and i were walking another friend of ours to the carpark cause she had a curfew that day...so there we were, going up the escalator when i turned around to look at the crowd below, like i always do, and there he was, clad in a white t-shirt and jeans with a black belt and shades clipped onto the front of his shirt. he was holding his jacket over his shoulder...somehow there was something that attracted my attention...the woman beside him whom he was talking to was pretty well-dressed too, there was juz something about them that made me stared even longer, cause they did not look like any ordinary ppl. i stared at him for so long my eyes were gonna pop out of their sockets...lol...suddenly, he looked up and smiled...at ME!!! only then i realised that he's a hong kong actor!! my goodness...couldn't believe my eyes...i was too stunned to smile back...when i finally gather my composure, i turned to Pras and exclaimed "oh my God...that's...that's a hong kong actor!!" and she was like "what?! really?! what's his name?" i didn't even realise she was staring at him too!! o.O can't believe he actually caught our eye(s)...we were so mesmerised by his charm! <3 too bad i didn't go after him...cause if i did, i would definitely take a pic with him...well, i didn't cause i didn't wanna dump my friends =S

but now i kinda regret a lil...cause he's so cute...and i could've taken a pic with a cute guy on the 1st day of 2007!!

by the way, i only got to know the name of that actor today, his name is michael tong man lung aka tang2 wen2 long2...

go visit his site at http://michaeltong.net/

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

i'm ok

after 24 hours, i feel better...but it doesn't mean i'm 100% ok.

sometimes i juz need to let it all out, and the reason y i do not allow comments is because u do not know EXACTLY what happened...so u're NOT fit to give me any advice whatsoever!! but thanks for it anyway...*sigh* maybe from now on i'll not allow any comments on my page...

my anger is fading away....so pls...do NOT provoke me now k?!

shitty situation

when u're not in the mood, or u're feeling nervous because of something...adults juz don't leave u alone, do they?

they think they're right ALL the time...they expect u to tell them something when they don't even ask u in a polite way or they simply assume that u've done something WRONG!!

we teenagers are humans too u know?? we do not like ppl making baseless assumptions! I am 100% sure that adults do not like it when ppl do that to them too! So y do they do that to us??

I'm not sure if it's a coincidence, this shitty situation somehow kinda relates to the song in my previous post.

Not all teenagers tell their parents stuff, including me. y? they'll make judgements... I do know of a friend who tells her mom stuff, which makes me green with envy. If only my mom was my closest friend. Having a sibling as a close friend is great! but when ur mom insists that u tell her what u guys have been talking about, that's juz plain lame...i mean, we have a right to tell or not u know?! and who's there to say that it's wrong or right? because there's no such thing as wrong or right...it only depends on how u view the situation. Wait, I forgot, adults although may be more mature than us, sometimes do not think rationally. Forgive me, I'm so forgetful *sarcasm*

At times I feel like I'm the luckiest person on earth, but at times, I feel shitty being born into this world! ISH!!! Oh yeah, and u do NOT need to study psychology to speak politely, u know?! It's called Public Relations...duh! To put it in a meaner way, it's called MANNERS! since young adults have been teaching us about MANNERS, but where is it when it comes to them?! I simply think life is sooo unfair!

Fine, juz because u lost to the debate...u don't wanna talk to me. I'm absolutely fine with it...

Saturday, December 16, 2006

The Rest of My Life *updated*

I'm totally in love with this song and video...it's called The Rest of My Life by Lesser Than Jake. The video's very VERY meaninful...<3


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Lyrics upon mystical's request...ish! =P

I fell asleep last Saturday
Underneath polluted skies
I walked alone on those Jersey nights, and I
Saw the boardwalk start to fall
The emptiness starts to drown
The quiet corners of this town, and I...
Late last night, I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye, to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiar
I feel like letting go
And every second that goes by
I'm screaming out for a second try
Said goodbye, to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
I've got to live with them the rest of my life
This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can't erase
This is my life support, shutting down, for the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

If you won't forgive me
The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life...

caught in a whirlwind

I juz got home from an outing with 2 friends of mine...we watched a jap horror movie called "The Haunted Apartments", it wasn't terrific or awesome but i find it waaaaay better than the thai horror movie "Colic" iI watched with my friend the other day. at least this movie has a prominent storyline and all....

sometimes I can be in a crowd but I feel like I'm all alone in the world.

y?? maybe it's me or maybe it's not. BUT it's not for U, who are reading this, to judge either...I do not need that right now!

well, yeah...friends do make fun of and laugh at each other sometimes...no hard feelings. Somehow, there are times when u feel extra down/insecure/"mood-less". And when u wanna let ppl know that u don't wanna be made fun of by being being quiet, ppl juz don't get it, do they?! I tried so hard not to make it a big deal because obviously it's not....but ppl still don't get it. *sigh*
In the end, I am the one suffering because i do not wanna spoil the atmosphere by keeping all my emotions inside. =S I guess I'm not very good in EQ this kinda stuff...now juz leave me alone, I feel shitty.

Friday, November 24, 2006

going to KL

today at 8pm...i'll b on my way to kl by train and will b back on sun nite.

everytime i leave penang...i get this feeling like all my problems are left behind...

oh well....

till i come back...c u guys!! ;)

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i can't wait no more XP

tomorrow's gonna b the last day of final exams....and i can't wait no more...staying at home studying all day is killing me...i need some fresh air...=S

well, although i don't exactly study ALL day...i feel sleepy most of the time...sometimes i end up going to sleep and never wake up...LOL =D

ok ok....i haven't started studying today...i'd better go now...1 more day...1 more day....1 more day....

p/s: addicted to shayne ward's "that's my goal"...<3 it's so romantic!

Monday, November 06, 2006

Away

juz for those who read my blog...haha...i'll be away....final exams start tomorrow until the 15th of Nov...

so, till then....i won't be blogging =)

wish me luck! =D

Monday, October 30, 2006

Combat online child abuse~

http://www.lightamillioncandles.com/

to anyone who's reading this, pls click on the link above and light a candle to combat online child abuse =)

thank u so much!!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

food...=S

katsudon

whoa...now i know y i've been having cravings for food...because of the medication i was taking!! *sigh* yeah...i took steroids...due to this swollen nerve i had 2 weeks ago...which caused my left face to be temporarily paralysed...it was awful...>.<>katsudon (jap rice with deep fried pork, egg, onions and jap soy sauce), it was yummy and filling!! my goodness...for the first time in weeks, i don't feel hungry after eating =P

juz half an hour ago, i finished my dinner...and yeah, i don't feel like eating anymore...so full!! HAHA~ my goodness...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

food...=P

HAHAHAHA~ yup, this post is about food...AGAIN!

i had McD's new burger today...the Country Grilled Chicken Burger...it was quite healthy...cause it wasn't deep fried...it was grilled...wasn't oily at all...loved it!! and the best part was the cheese! i LOVE cheese....<3

ok, now i have sushi, waffle and hawker food left...*blek*

i wanted to buy waffle and sushi after i had my burger...but decided not to indulge in too much food in one day =D so......i shall PATIENTLY wait for thurs. to come!

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

still hungry for food....










*sigh* i've been thinking about food the whole day....even right after meals....so far, i've satisfied my cravings for spaghetti and sweet corn...*drools*

and i'm so so happy!! cause yesterday i bought a pair of really comfortable jeans, a belt and most important of all, i got to satisfy my craving for spaghetti!! it was soooo yummy!! oh my god...now i feel like eating instant noodle cup...how ah!? it's already 12am...to eat or not to eat?? =S

can't wait for Thurs...hehe~ cause that day will b the day i'm gonna satisfy my cravings for sushi and waffle...MUAHAHAHAHA~ oh man, juz thinking of the taste makes me go hungry....ARGH! oh, i juz remembered! i had cake today...haha~ it was my classmate's birthday...and they couldn't finish the cake....HAHAHAHA~ it was really really delicious...chocolate mud cake...moist enough...*licks lips* choc melts in ur mouth...hmmm~

shit....STOP THINKING ABOUT FOOD! damn it!

Monday, October 16, 2006

Food Cravings...

I've been having cravings for certain foods these few days!! Not sure if it's because of PMS, or juz my appetite's getting bigger, OR i have a stomach problem. =S i hope it's not the latter...

Anyway, i may go out with a friend, Eve, this Thursday, and hopefully i can satisfy a few of my food cravings =P I've juz finished my lunch and i'm already feeling hungry, thinking about all the food i wanna eat!

This is the list of foods i WANNA eat!!
  1. McD's new burger
  2. Sushi
  3. Waffle
  4. Hawker Food (Hokkien mee and Laksa)
  5. Hot Dog
  6. Spaghetti
  7. Cake
  8. Anything Cheesy
  9. Anything Soupy
  10. Sweet Corn

Ermm...i juz had something soupy yesterday at Chopper Board in Gurney...and it was YUMMY!! Loved it!! I had Clam Rice Soup...*drools*

Ok, enough about food...Better get back to studying =P

birthday...

well, i was browsing my friend's friendster page a moment ago...and there were pics of her during her 18th birthday...so, it hit me...for the past few years i haven't really celebrated my birthday!! even the most important one last year! 050505!!! i know...i can never turn back time...and my 18th birthday?!?! i didn't really celebrate it too....not even a few pics =S

therefore...i'm SOOO gonna celebrate my 19th birthday next year!!! though i know i won't b celebrating with my family...cause i'll be going to kl to study...and like my mom always says, old people do not like taking pics...haha...so since i'm still young *ahem* i'll take loads and loads of pics on my BIRTHDAY! =D well, not only birthdays...

p/s: this post is juz about birthdays...haha...nothing much =)

Friday, October 13, 2006

wrong or right?

i think i broke someone's heart deeply...someone who wants to be with me and accepts me for who i am...

it was all for the better...the both of us...=) i'm juz not ready to cross the friendship line...we were much closer when we were juz friends....

i hope he understands...

Monday, October 09, 2006

Another quiz about guys....=)

i juz took a Are u addicted to guys? quiz at www.teenmag.com

Results :

Guy Shy
Sometimes it's not easy dealing with the stresses of trying to have a love life! You may have a ways to go before you get onto easy street in this department, but you can improve your odds right now. Smile at guys. It'll help you relax. A friendly attitude brings the boys around in the same way that moths are attracted to light. Remember, the more positive energy you put out there, the better your results will be. Your confidence level will increase more and more. So, don't be shy, just say hi!

haha~ oh well...*speechless*

reminder to self: finals is in less than a month! JIA YOU!!!!

Thursday, October 05, 2006

outing with M

last fri i hung out with a friend of mine whom i've known for nearly 6 years now...since std.6... we learned swimming together and were friends ever since.
however, last fri was the 1st time ever hanging out with her...so...i guess we need to hang out more in the future so that there'll be no awkwardness between us...
anyway, after we bought tickets fot the movie entitled "My Super Ex-Girlfriend" (18PL), we gave them to the ticket attendant and were about to walk in when one of the ticket attendants standing nearby called out to me.."Sorry miss...miss....can i check ur IC pls? Sorry ah...sorry...but u really look 16...sorry ah sorry ah..." =.=" so sweat...i tried so hard holding back my laughter when i heard him apologising repeatedly...so my hands were trembling when i was trying to take out my wallet which contains my IC...=D and my friend, M, was laughing at me the whole time...sheesh! haha...should've worn something more mature...like heels! but it was flattering at the same time...although i juz turned 18 this year, i still look sweet 16! haha~

anyway, will update soon...till then!

Saturday, September 30, 2006

relieved + worried

my trials have juz ended last 2 days...but i feel so shitty, knowing that my results will come out shitty =S i think i totally flunked IT!! i left so much blank i don't think i'll even pass....
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on a lighter note, i'm gonna hang out with my friend M today!!! can't wait...never hung out with her before...i'm sure we'll be laughing our hearts out....

then tomorrow i'll be hanging out with 3 other friends from high school!! woohoo!! the 4 of us became close friends because of taekwondo...we've been through ups and downs during taekwondo training....haha...being tortured by our instructors...phew~ i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait!! the 3 of them....3 different personalities...3 different sense of humour....sometimes i juz wonder how we were brought together...<3

i juz woke up...hehe...had a really really good sleep...haven't been sleeping soundly for a very long time!!! @.@