Not good

I've been feeling under the weather lately. It's probably PMS, or stress, or both. =( Haven't been feeling very motivated though I'm running out of time! Another 3 months, & my honours thesis is due & I'm still at my preliminary stage. *SIGH*

Not only do I feel stressed, my friends don't seem to understand that I'm simply busy! They do not understand that I do not ask people out because I'm feeling stressed & when I'm stressed, I do not want to add more stress to myself by spending time travelling to/fro, or spend my time doing anything other than my work! Argh! Is it that hard to understand?! Everyone thinks I'm free after my exams...seriously! -___-

If I was free, I'd be out having meals with friends, walk aimlessly on the streets just because I want to be out of the house, lie on the beach & soak up the warm sunlight, surf the net all day for interesting stuff, listen to music while doing house chores, watch Masterchef & not worry about what I will do after that. I can give you a whole list of things to do!!!! But right now, I need to focus on my work, alright! Particularly hate it when people say things like, "I rarely hear from you, shows how unimportant I am to you". I just simply hate it, even if you add a "lol" at the end of it. It just drives me up the wall.

I know, this is an angry post...I am. Enough said, back to work.

So near yet so far

If you read my previous post, you would know by now that I have a major crush on this guy called Kurt. The thing is we do not know each other. Uh huh. I know it sounds totally insane but I feel so sad that he hasn't approved my friend request on Facebook! I saw him appear on my news feed this morning - "Kurt is now friends with ____ & 10 others." o.O I'm probably buried under 100s or 1000s of friend requests... Oh well...

But...for the past few days, I've been checking out his friend, Sam, on YouTube and his myspace page. On first look, you'll find that he's not cute but as you see him sing/act, there's this something about him that makes you feel attracted to him. Charm, maybe? LOL Kurt, Sam & many others are filming a movie called College Musical this winter (their summer) and are asking on Facebook if anyone wants to help out or simply be an extra. *SIGH* Hence, the post title. If only I could fly myself to the US, not worry about my thesis...I sooo wanna be a part of their movie production! I'm sure it would be an awesome experience & at the same time I'd get to fulfill my dream of becoming an extra. XD

I've been listening to the songs covered by Sam (produced by Kurt) 24/7, when I'm doing my thesis. Hehe...it almost feels like he's singing right next to me. *slaps self* Wake up already!

This is a video of Kurt playing "Baby" on the recorder. He produces all his videos on YouTube. He occasionally appears in videos with Sam & his other friends, playing musical instruments and/or being vocal backups [gosh, is there even such a word - vocal backup].

This is Sam & his clones...LOL (produced by Kurt) Totally LOVE this cover of "Don't stop believing"! Enjoy!

XOXO,

Me

Reality sinks in

Hello world!

As much as I'd like to blog more often...I'm afraid I can't promise that. I just met up with my supervisor today & apparently I've got HEAPS of stuff to change in my research proposal (starting to regret procrastinating at the beginning of the year!). My winter break will not be much of a break for me & I guess it's a good opportunity to get as much things done as soon as possible, rather than to leave them till the last min (which I usually do, but NOT this time).

Oh, before I forget...I'm having this MAJOR crush on this guy called Kurt Schneider. He's a YouTube sensation due to his productions! He's intelligent (majors in math at Yale), creative (produces unique music videos) and cute!!!! Gosh...how perfect is that! And he's the same age as I am. *swoons* Been obssessed with him for weeks! Go check out his vidoes on YouTube! Hehe...

Will talk to you guys soon. =)

XOXO,
Me