Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Not good

I've been feeling under the weather lately. It's probably PMS, or stress, or both. =( Haven't been feeling very motivated though I'm running out of time! Another 3 months, & my honours thesis is due & I'm still at my preliminary stage. *SIGH*

Not only do I feel stressed, my friends don't seem to understand that I'm simply busy! They do not understand that I do not ask people out because I'm feeling stressed & when I'm stressed, I do not want to add more stress to myself by spending time travelling to/fro, or spend my time doing anything other than my work! Argh! Is it that hard to understand?! Everyone thinks I'm free after my exams...seriously! -___-

If I was free, I'd be out having meals with friends, walk aimlessly on the streets just because I want to be out of the house, lie on the beach & soak up the warm sunlight, surf the net all day for interesting stuff, listen to music while doing house chores, watch Masterchef & not worry about what I will do after that. I can give you a whole list of things to do!!!! But right now, I need to focus on my work, alright! Particularly hate it when people say things like, "I rarely hear from you, shows how unimportant I am to you". I just simply hate it, even if you add a "lol" at the end of it. It just drives me up the wall.

I know, this is an angry post...I am. Enough said, back to work.


Maree said...

awww...hugs.hang in there,girl.

Xin Yi said...

Take Care and all the best, Ee Lin!I believe u can gone thru all this...cheers! =)