Just so you know

Was in E's room talking when the song entitled "Just so you know" came on...We didn't talk for a few seconds. I was listening to the lyrics to the song:

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

Then she started laughing and said it suited my situation so much!! XD Well, it does...but I'm so content right now, not thinking about anything else anymore =) Right now I just wish we could be how we used to be. I miss having a proper conversation with him...Now I'm so afraid to see him because I don't know what to do or say =S I'll just end up saying something wrong again...and again...I'm not putting any hope in it...I'm just going with the flow...following the path God leads me to.

Fell in love with this song...

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

p/s: semester break's coming REALLY soon...woohoo~ so looking forward to it...hopefully I'll be able to study 24/7 then XP yeah right...wish me all the best!!

XOXO,
Me