Maybe...

haha...i was thinking about the conversation i had with a guy friend of mine the other day...and so i'm typing this post...

maybe the one for me was beside me all along, but i was too blind to see? or maybe because i still won't let go of my crush, that is y i cannot move on....or maybe my crush IS the one for me, all i have to do is wait for the right time and place...or maybe...*sigh* i dunno...alot of maybes...

and because i'm listening to "Till i get over you" by christina milian, i'm thinking to myself....would i feel the same way that she feels in the song if i'd get over him someday? oh well, i'm rather happy and thankful that i'm not that crazy over my crush anymore...yup, i think this is good for me...and the guys in my college...ARGH...haha...nah, none catches my eye anymore...

my post sounded sad in the beginning, but now, it's a happy post! =D and right now, i'm very focused with my life...haha...but too lazy to study...at least i'm focused right?! =P

so, here's the lyrics to Christina Milian's 'Till I Get Over You'

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name

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The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,'till I get over you

{Verse 2}
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

{Bridge}
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

p/s: oops, before i go, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TST! (although i doubt u'll see this) although u get on my nerves sometimes....hahaha...glad to have a friend like u =P