If I Were You

hehe...i've got another favourite song...

it goes something like this (i typed it out by juz listening):

Chorus:
If I were U
I would never let me go
If I were U
I would always love me so
If i were U

I can play your part in life
But i would surely walk my way
I cannot think the way u think
But i would never go away

U can trust me when i say
That i will always be for real
U can always count on me
No matter how alone u feel

[Chorus]

I can tell u what to do
I can only hope for more
More decisions to be good
Like the way they were before

I can dream the things u dream
Cause i would.........

lol...couldn't keep up d...
so, ciao! =P

Bad Boy

haha...what were u thinking? it's a title to a disco song...i really love this song as it has got this really upbeat tune...and it's quite a nice sing-along song too!

it goes like this :

Remember the feelings
Remember the day
My stone heart was breaking
My love ran away
This moment i knew i would be someone else
My love turned around and i fell

Chorus
*Be my bad boy
Be my man
Be my weekend lover
But don't be my friend
U can be my bad boy
But i understand*
That i don't need u in my life again
Won't u [repeat *]
That i don't need u again
No, i don't need u again

You once made this promise
To stay by my side
But after sometime u juz push me aside
U never thought that a girl could be strong
Now i'll show u how to go on

Chorus

i love the tune so much!! hehe~ok...i've wasted enough time...time to go......SHOWER!

i juz wanna SCREAM!!!!!

y? because busybody me went and visited my 5-year long crush's friendster page...and guess what i found!? a pic of him and his gf!! well, they weren't making out or doing anything extreme but that's the most mushy pic i've ever seen on his page! *sigh*

anyway, it's no big deal....i must focus on the stuff i have to do...so...off to study now! =P

embarrassing!!!

ok, everytime i announce that my blog is dead, it's alive again...lol...

today i had to stay back at school to clean the toilet!! ARRGHHH! if u're wondering y, it's because i didn't come early to school to pick up 'sampah' so cleaning the toilet is a form of punishment...of course i wasn't the only one! *yippy* haha...

well, luckily i didn't really have to CLEAN the toilet...all i did was transferring the "toilet rubbish" in to a plastic bag and throw it away....but it was gross!! u know what's in the "toilet rubbish" ?! EWWWWW~

oh, and while on my way to the toilet...i kinda bumped into my form teacher! phew! i was lucky he didn't see me or else he'd know i've been punished to 'clean' the toilet =D and that would kinda affect what he writes in my testimonial....maybe....maybe not...

so...hehe...i'm done spilling...

WHAT did u say?!

OMG! u know what?! my 5-year-long crush performed at my friend's prom last saturday afternoon!!! if i knew that he would be performing earlier, i would go there (evergreen hotel) and take a peek at him!! ARRGHHH! for years i've been missing his performances....*sigh*

anyway, another thing i would like to tell the whole world...this blog is officially dead...cause i don't feel like blogging anymore...it's juz so not real...by the time i finish typing a post, i don't feel what i felt a min. ago anymore...besides, no one visits my blog anyways...=B according to a friend of my bro's, my blog is full of crap *rolls eyes*

somebody juz pinch me, would ya? my trials is coming REAL SOON....but what am i doing?! i'm wasting my time!! i juz don't feel like studying...everytime after lunch, i'll feel sleepy...zzzZZZ! and everytime when i wanna sit down and start studying...i'll find that i haven't finished my homework! ok ok...i'm juz looking for excuses...so...i'm off to doing my homework now...and hopefully study after that!! *crosses fingers*

p/s : won't be hearing from me...until an angel smiles on me! =P

a song to end this post *wink*


Michelle Branch - Breathe
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
And it's keeping you away

So just give me one good reason
Tell my why I should stay
'Cause I don't want to waste another moment
Saying things we never meant to say

And I… take it just a little bit
I hold my breath and count to ten
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe…
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well the talks are overrated
Am I saying how you feel?
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I… get you just a little time
I wonder if you realize
I've been waiting 'til I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe…Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
If I just breathe…
Breathe… so I whisper in the darkOh can you hear… me?
Do you hear… me?

If I just breathe…Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
Everything is alright
If I just breathe… breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain

exchange student

this is an outdated post...so the following is what happened on 11th August...

something 'interesting' happened today...the jap girl we were talking about a few days ago finally arrived at our school...nearly the whole school knows about it and we were so anxious to see her...lol...(juz to kaypo actually) today after recess, i heard my monitor saying to her friend 'hey, i saw her....(couldn't make out what she said exactly)...wearing grey skirt.....long hair...' so i asked my friend sitting behind me what class will that girl be studying in...she said the class next to us!! wow!!

ok, we weren't exactly concentrating during chem lesson cause it seemed that everyone was sooo eager to see her (the jap girl)! haha...right after our chem lesson, we rushed to the next class to see this 'legendary' girl...and guess what? nearly the whole class was surrounding her...well, as kaypo as i was....i joined the crowd too...haha...there was nothing much about her actually...juz an ordinary jap girl, long hair, yellow skin...etc. but still it's amazing to have a person of the different race to study in ur school, especially from a different country!

i found out from my friend who's studying in the same class as that jap girl, and her name is Wasami...lol...sounds like wasabi? yeah...

p/s : i hate updating my blog d...since my eng has deteriorated so much...i can hardly express my feelings...pathetic? yeah...

happy boys and girls

hi hi!
well, i guess this blog is not dead after all! *wink*
i've been in an extremely good mood lately...so, i guess this is gonna be a happy post! =D

hmmm....*grins* ok...here r the things that make me really happy :

• i finally get to chat with my 5-year long crush!! hehe~ haven't seen him online since dunno-when...and i'm really glad he wasn't avoiding me which i was thinking too much *phew*! (ok, i don't care if he's taken, he's gonna be my crush forever...i hope)
• maybe, juz MAYBE my parents are gonna send me to NZ to study! i'm not gonna celebrate yet...i might try for this scholarship (all i have to achieve good grades for the needed subjects =P) so, now i have a goal to work hard for *kekeke*
• i have friends? i like to think all sorts when i'm not doing stuff...and i found out that not many ppl have friends whom they can share stuff with and me, i'm lucky to have a few...so...yeah, i guess that makes me happy too =D
• i admit there's not much stuff that make me happy...but now i'm definitely on cloud 9!! hehe...well i guess u know y...=P =)

the song i'm currently listening to: I'll Never Break Your Heart - Backstreet Boys

I'll never break your heart

I'll never make you cry

I'd rather die than live without you

I'll give you all of me

Honey, that's no lie

so...signing off......

lessons

although i've said it before that this blog is officially dead...i juz read my bro's friend's blog...and i would like to voice up my views...

well, 1st of all, i don't think going out alone (as in without a partner) is pathetic...being single is extremely fun!!of course if u're around friends who have partners then all i can say is...u've juz gotta bear with it =P i remember going out with a couple once...yeah, the 3 of us...it was DAMN awkward i tell u...i regretted going out with them the moment i saw them feeding each other ice cream! *shudders* what to do? *sigh* i juz sat there la...trying to avoid staring at them too much...haha...luckily my friend's (the girl who is a year younger than me) mother knew they were dating and were out to spy on them...(well, the couple are cousins) so lucky for me, i got to run...

2ndly, i'm not sure how to say this...and am not siding anyone here, but i think parents shouldn't be too overprotective over their children...it doesn't help in allowing them to be more independent...like that car incident which involved my bro...let's say my parents were always reluctant to let him drive out alone (not that i'm helping him) then when an accident or whatever happens, naturally they will point their finger to the teenage boy who doesn't really drive much except when he's back during the hols...of course they kinda 'look down' on a teen driving a car with a P sticker on ... but that's how ppl grow up, they walk, they run, they fall, they get up and walk again...without driving practice i guess he will never learn. after this incident i guess he learnt quite a bit...for example how to handle difficult ppl in life and what to do when he faces this kind of problem later in life...even adults involve in accidents after years of driving, right?

so, haha...until i have something to say... c ya!
p/s : ignore my grammatical errors =D

Mandy Moore - Crush

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me things that i don't want to know
I just wanna hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

this song reflects how i feel now =))