still empty...

well, this is a continuation of the last post...as u can see from the title...

i'm emotional again...my bro's best friend is going to japan soon...and i planned to send him off...but unfortunately i have class on that day...what the??

well, i'm not only emotional because of that...but because it seems to me that everyone's leaving penang!! and i feel like i'm here all alone...nothing compares to the friendships i had in high school...no one in college really understands me...for instance, there's this one time i went out with a guy friend..and surprisingly i enjoyed his company alot!! felt so comfortable around him and all...thinking back on the funny stuff he did makes me laugh out loud, but my friends think i'm in love =.="' it's not like that at all...*sigh* can't a girl be happy? they hardly understand that it doesn't take a 'lover' to make me happy =S i can b happy with anyone i feel comfortable with...so now, i keep my innermost feelings to myself unless i can find someone who won't judge the way i feel so quickly...

still pms i think....i get depressed one min and happy the next...damn...

p/s: may, i feel alot better already compared to the last few days ;) thank u...u too, cheer up!