inspiring

last night i went to bed at 12am...and because i slept for 3 hours in the afternoon, i find it hard to fall asleep...at 12.45am, i got my friend's sms (if u're reading this, yes, it's u!) telling me that my blog inspires her! wow...i was kinda surprised and happy at the same time...haha...never thought my blog could be ermm...so inspiring? =)

well, from now on u can visit my blog to find out what i'm up to =P

OMG!! yesterday i sooo regret not going to the edu fair which was held at PISA!! my friend told me she saw my crush there!!! =.=" i realise that it's always my friends who see him, not me...well, it's good though because i sent him a msg thru msn yesterday afternoon and immediately he went away...so i guess he was away at the edu fair...phew! i thought he was avoiding me...in case u think i'm paranoid...well, kinda...but it's because i suspect there's a prob going on between him and his gf, so i kinda sent him a msg saying 'hey, how's everything going? is everything fine?' hoping he could spill his heart out to me...

oh, forgot to tell the whole world! i'm so over that guy in my course! he's juz another lil crush...nothing compared to my 5-year-long crush! =D i know i sound mean...hehe...yesterday i woke up and the very first thing i did was deleting all his sms's!! without any hesitation...i felt so relieved after that!

hereby i wanna dedicate a song to my crush (haha...)

Going Crazy - Natalie

Ever since the day you went away you left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now
I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Everytime we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deeply, crazy over for you
I'm calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
It's you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
That's right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby