hmmm....

i bet no one missed me...anyway, i've been enjoying my holidays by doing nothing here in singapore...living at my cousin's...so i can do whatever i want (well, not exactly) like shopping (more like window =P) and hanging at home watching TV...

the other day i was chatting with an old friend from primary school...a guy actually...who i used to argue with ALOT...i hated him then...and vice versa...lol...then he told me that primary reunion juz passed a couple of days ago...come to think of it, i've only been to our primary reunion once...cause most of the time the guys juz wanted to meet some pretty girls...those more popular ones...so i thought "what's the point?" but then this time i'm kinda disappointed that i couldn't make it (cause already in sg)...as i really really haven't seen those guys for a long long time now...(don't misunderstand k?!) it's juz that i used to be so anti-guys...and i even made alot of guy enemies during primary school...but now i chat to this particular guy who i loved to tease alot...hehe...but still...maybe i'm not that disappointed too...hehe...according to another guy who went...they paid for RM45 for a ermm...buffet lunch and BBQ dinner at night...and i dunno...he claimed that it wasn't as nice as he had expected...so...hehehe...=P

ahhhh....i love it here...not because i love the place...but because i've left all my thoughts back in penang...my worries, my fears, my everything! actually i haven't been thinking of my crush much until i heard a love song that day...*sigh* and about college applications too until my mom kept reminding me that i should start thinking about it adee...so, i guess when i go back tomorow, everything will come back to me again...now i'm considering whether i should send my crush a christmas card...since i've been sending him festive cards (including his birthday) for the past 3 years...but it's different now...he has found the girl of his dreams...

enough about my crush d...don't wanna think about him too much d...must focus on other stuff...since i'm STILL on the topic of my crush, =P i'm so proud of myself!! haha...cause during that period when i was sitting for SPM, i hardly thought of him, and even if i did, i shrugged him off to the back of my head! so proud of myself k?!

haiyah...anyway...loads of stuff that i wanna write la...but gotta get going d...so...till next time!