straight to the point!
last night i dreamt that:
my 5-year long crush's my neighbour and we were the best of friends until....one day when we were outside our house eating, my friend who thinks i should tell him how i feel kinda indirectly told him...it went like that -
MF - My friend
Me - Me, of course
A - my crush
A - so, hows life lately?
Me - great! u?
A - yeah...same here, gonna go out later *flashes me a smile*
Me - oh...have fun then! *flashes him a bigger smile*
MF - y don't u ask 'Me' to go with u?
Me - .....what...da...?!???
MF - well since she has a crush on somebody....
Me - ...???...
A - huh?
MF - *looks at Me* i thought ur crush's name is A ?
Me - *nervous laugh* haha...yeah...so what? i mean there are alot of A's in the world, right? no big deal!
A - (silently stands up and wears his shoes, preparing to go out)
that's my dream! scary right?! lol...to me, it was! i was so scared he wouldn't be my friend anymore!! haha...but as i'm typing this update now...he's online on my msn list, away....
4 comments:
perhaps one day i should learn from u how u survived a five-year-long crush. i had one which i totally blew up... promised myself not to dwell in the past but somehow got sucked into the whirlpool of nostalgia once in a while, indulging in all those "what-if" scenarios... sigh...
haha...well, i myself am surprised how i survived...since he's already taken =P maybe it's because i never really expected much from him...
by the way, do u mind me asking? how long have u been having a crush on ur crush? (sorry for the weird sentence structure)
about one yr or so... i guess i've almost given up... yeah, because she has a bf. i didn't expect anything to happen because i knew this all the while. it hurts nevertheless... it isn't easy to shut her off my mind...
ah...i've always thought i would have a chance in the future =D although it's near to impossible...
well, keep the hope alive!! *wink*
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