Monday, September 26, 2005

memories and blogs

was looking at my crush's pics a few mins ago...and suddenly i'm overwhelmed with mixed feelings...and some memories actually flashed back...(not that we've been together before...mind u!)

the memories were about:
how i got to know him
how we talked on the phone for hours
how i would bump into him (at the club or mall)
how i would get so excited when i see ANYTHING that has got to do with him (his nickname, his club no. etc)
how i would go borrow the exact CD he watched/borrowed
how i would try to get some info from his best friends (=P)
how i would visit his friendster page everytime i online
how i would get so excited when i see him online (even though he's in away/busy mode)

*sigh* memories....i'm gonna graduate (from high school) in less than a month and he's probably going overseas to further his studies...and i haven't been bumping into him much lately because of our own studies...

the other day i borrorwed 'legally blonde' from the club and after watching it i thought to myself : i wonder if he's borrowed this CD b4...so i checked the 'thing' at the back of the CD...and my heart was beating so fast it felt like it was gonna jump out of my mouth!! he borrowed that exact CD in April 2003! i stared at his club no. for quite a while before i came back to reality...lol...stupid huh?

oh well...i've been visiting an Asian Australian woman's blog lately...and i love her blog!! she's so consistent in updating her blog and the layout of her blog is all designed by she herself...she's really down-to-earth...and her life seems really fun although she's married with 2 adorable kids!! (she posts her kids' pics on her blog) =D so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttte!!

2 comments:

kryptos said...

no offence but dun u think it's kinda weird that u speak of him as if he's ur ex. i know it's easier said than done but wouldn't it be relieving if u can juz let go? or, if u think it's worth it, juz take a shot! who knows...

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"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel." ~Anonymous

Lin Whatever! said...

haha...this is so weird! EX?! u're the 1st one to say that...well, he's not...so...don't care la..he's taken d ma..and they're happy together so i'm juz keeping the hope alive! *wink* in case u still think i'm drooling over him 24/7, haha...i haven't thought of him for quite a while until i went and looked at his pics =D