Guys...

...who don't know how to respect girls, all I can say is I'm sorry for you for you don't possess the basic human characteristic that everyone should have!!!

For the 1st time in 8 months since I came here, I lost my temper!! Seriously, I couldn't stand letting him step on us girls any longer!! Who does he think he is?! He treats girls like objects, like stocks that can be exchanged with money and materialistic things! I feel so sorry for him!!!

Wonder who would ever be his wife (I said I wonder, not cursing) cause I know there are girls out there who would also be together with this kinda guy...but I really wonder who it could be. He wants a wife who can stay at home, do house chores, stay pretty (so that he won't have to vomit for an hour every morning when he sees her, according to him) ISH!!! What the...?!?!

Last year in college, there was this guy who wasn't the type of guy every girl would fall for and there was this girl who fell for him (or at least we thought so) and just last week I got to know a shocking truth! They did IT already...*faints* Can you believe it?! The guy, who always says "the bible says....." did IT with the girl already!! *smacks forehead* And till today, we don't understand what that girl saw in him...

Back to this guy, S, I knew I wasn't thinking too much cause he loves to insult me...It's his joy to see me pissed! When I told him "I live for myself and not others. As long as my conscience is clear, I don't have to care what people say about me." He straight away replied me "Then why do you have to defend yourself?" HELLOOOO??!! I wasn't trying to defend myself, I was trying to defend the whole of female population?!?! How could he insult us girls like that?!

Please God, help me the next time he does it again. Help me to be more patient...

If he does it again, I need someone to back me up...not a bunch of guys who back him up! ARRGGGHHHH!! I don't blame the others cause I know he's their friend and that they don't wanna have any conflict with him, but hello?! Cowards...sometimes guys are such cowards!!

I understand that he had been SCARRED by girls in the past, it's alright. I forgive him...no point being angry anymore since he'll never understand. I used to hate guys too, but I've changed cause I know it's immature to generalise. Not all guys are like that...I know a few who really respect girls. So now I'm opening up once again...hopefully S realises this...or maybe I hope that he only hates me. I am the problem...

I felt like screaming but I can't...so now I feel alot better now letting all out here...phew~ Why me?! What did I do!? Now I understand how E feels when someone hates her...it's not a good feeling at all...please don't try to convince me that he doesn't hate me until he proves it himself.

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After typing all those above, I think back of my primary school days =P The days when I got bullied by guys in my class...so since then I developed a love-hate feeling towards guys until high school. Haven't had any guy friends in high school other than those I already knew in primary school until I went to college last year.

But the good thing was after leaving primary school, I started to talk to my primary school guy friends and most of them said I was damn fierce *hehe~* And through chatting on MSN, I made quite a few good guy friends. That was how my impression towards guys changed...I'm thinking twice now though.

Anyway, enough of polluting my blog about S. I shall just stop here...tomorrow's a brand new day!! =D smile and the whole world will smile with you!

XOXO,
Me