devastating day...

i'm so so devastated...nothing makes my day anymore...

i finally got my English results...and guess what?! for almost 11 years of school life, i've never gotten such low marks!! ='(

and not only that...i think i'm losing the merit scholarship for sure...*sigh*

when u're feeling down, u'd think ur family members would be more considerate...to juz leave u alone (knowing u don't have the mood to talk much) to have time for urself...NO!

my mom obviously didn't get the drift...in the car throughout the whole journey home, she kept telling me things i am NOT interested in knowing...and i didn't give her any response...which she should know by now that i'm not having a very good day (i told her before)...

at home, she called out to me...and i was feeling lazy to give her a reply...and then she went "y r u mad at me?! what did i do?!" HELLOOO?!?! i didn't greet my dad and my bro too! not juz her!
sheesh...one more reason for me to be down...*screams*

y oh y...did this happen to me?!?! =(( i mean, when i'm down and quiet, i get scolding from my mom, but when i start an argument with her, i get scolding too! tell me...what should i do?! it sure ain't easy to be a teenager...ARGH!

i feel like going to sleep and never wake up!!!! *sob* i need a hug from someone...a big bear hug!