Thursday, January 26, 2006

I wonder....

I was telling my friend,N, about my crush the other day at college...and i showed her his printed-out picture from the comp. (shhh...i stole his pic from his friendster page...=P) anyway, she went 'WAH...i never knew he's sooo cute! no wonder u still like him after so many years!'

I wonder if i like him for his looks...because for one, i didn't know how he looked like when i started having strong feelings towards him...and i dunno y...the sound of his voice juz makes me float! He's sooo cute when he speaks broken chinese/hokkien (he's eurasian).

Then, my friend asked me if i cried when i found out that he's already been taken, i answered 'no' and she said 'ohhhh...then u're juz having a crush on him la...u don't really like him wan....' This has made me ponder too...do i have to cry to show that i really like someone?? because i'm not very a 'crying person'...

And one more thing, if i only like him for his looks, i guess i'd grow tired of his looks adee since it's been years and there are thousands and millions of cute guys everywhere (including my college)! N asked me if i have the urge to want him...haha...and i was like 'errr...yeah, guess so' The reason i gave her that answer is because i want him but i can't have him! He's taken remember?! And if i keep 'wanting' him...i'd only break my own heart...rite?

But for now, i'm still holding on......maybe one day.....

8 comments:

kryptos said...

juz ask urself how well u know this person. because sometimes, when u hv a crush on someone, it's usual that u'll fantasize him as an ideal person u're looking for, when in fact, u dunno much about him.

Lin Whatever! said...

haha...well, that person i mentioned in my latest post...i also don't know him that well...it's been only 3 weeks+...and my friends say that he likes me because he looks at me alot? =S i dunno about that...anyway, i've decided that i still like my crush...so...hehe..no more worries!

kryptos said...

haha! anyway, it's pleasant for a girl to know that guys r interested in her! ;P

Lin Whatever! said...

hahaha...not really...guys are juz trouble =P

kryptos said...

guys r just trouble?! hah! dun tell me u're a fanatic feminist!

Lin Whatever! said...

haha...u can say that =P but then again...there's only ONE guy who isn't trouble =D

kryptos said...

Oh, lemme guess, lemme guess! izzit "him"? wow! I'm such a psychic! ;P

Lin Whatever! said...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

yeah yeah...u're PSYCHIC alright! ;D

that was hilarious! still laughing my head off!