going to KL

today at 8pm...i'll b on my way to kl by train and will b back on sun nite.

everytime i leave penang...i get this feeling like all my problems are left behind...

oh well....

till i come back...c u guys!! ;)

i can't wait no more XP

tomorrow's gonna b the last day of final exams....and i can't wait no more...staying at home studying all day is killing me...i need some fresh air...=S

well, although i don't exactly study ALL day...i feel sleepy most of the time...sometimes i end up going to sleep and never wake up...LOL =D

ok ok....i haven't started studying today...i'd better go now...1 more day...1 more day....1 more day....

p/s: addicted to shayne ward's "that's my goal"...<3 it's so romantic!

Away

juz for those who read my blog...haha...i'll be away....final exams start tomorrow until the 15th of Nov...

so, till then....i won't be blogging =)

wish me luck! =D

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food...=S

katsudon

whoa...now i know y i've been having cravings for food...because of the medication i was taking!! *sigh* yeah...i took steroids...due to this swollen nerve i had 2 weeks ago...which caused my left face to be temporarily paralysed...it was awful...>.<>katsudon (jap rice with deep fried pork, egg, onions and jap soy sauce), it was yummy and filling!! my goodness...for the first time in weeks, i don't feel hungry after eating =P

juz half an hour ago, i finished my dinner...and yeah, i don't feel like eating anymore...so full!! HAHA~ my goodness...

food...=P

HAHAHAHA~ yup, this post is about food...AGAIN!

i had McD's new burger today...the Country Grilled Chicken Burger...it was quite healthy...cause it wasn't deep fried...it was grilled...wasn't oily at all...loved it!! and the best part was the cheese! i LOVE cheese....<3

ok, now i have sushi, waffle and hawker food left...*blek*

i wanted to buy waffle and sushi after i had my burger...but decided not to indulge in too much food in one day =D so......i shall PATIENTLY wait for thurs. to come!

still hungry for food....

*sigh* i've been thinking about food the whole day....even right after meals....so far, i've satisfied my cravings for spaghetti and sweet corn...*drools*

and i'm so so happy!! cause yesterday i bought a pair of really comfortable jeans, a belt and most important of all, i got to satisfy my craving for spaghetti!! it was soooo yummy!! oh my god...now i feel like eating instant noodle cup...how ah!? it's already 12am...to eat or not to eat?? =S

can't wait for Thurs...hehe~ cause that day will b the day i'm gonna satisfy my cravings for sushi and waffle...MUAHAHAHAHA~ oh man, juz thinking of the taste makes me go hungry....ARGH! oh, i juz remembered! i had cake today...haha~ it was my classmate's birthday...and they couldn't finish the cake....HAHAHAHA~ it was really really delicious...chocolate mud cake...moist enough...*licks lips* choc melts in ur mouth...hmmm~

shit....STOP THINKING ABOUT FOOD! damn it!

Food Cravings...

I've been having cravings for certain foods these few days!! Not sure if it's because of PMS, or juz my appetite's getting bigger, OR i have a stomach problem. =S i hope it's not the latter...

Anyway, i may go out with a friend, Eve, this Thursday, and hopefully i can satisfy a few of my food cravings =P I've juz finished my lunch and i'm already feeling hungry, thinking about all the food i wanna eat!

This is the list of foods i WANNA eat!!

1. McD's new burger
2. Sushi
3. Waffle
4. Hawker Food (Hokkien mee and Laksa)
5. Hot Dog
6. Spaghetti
7. Cake
8. Anything Cheesy
9. Anything Soupy
10. Sweet Corn

Ermm...i juz had something soupy yesterday at Chopper Board in Gurney...and it was YUMMY!! Loved it!! I had Clam Rice Soup...*drools*

Ok, enough about food...Better get back to studying =P

birthday...

well, i was browsing my friend's friendster page a moment ago...and there were pics of her during her 18th birthday...so, it hit me...for the past few years i haven't really celebrated my birthday!! even the most important one last year! 050505!!! i know...i can never turn back time...and my 18th birthday?!?! i didn't really celebrate it too....not even a few pics =S

therefore...i'm SOOO gonna celebrate my 19th birthday next year!!! though i know i won't b celebrating with my family...cause i'll be going to kl to study...and like my mom always says, old people do not like taking pics...haha...so since i'm still young *ahem* i'll take loads and loads of pics on my BIRTHDAY! =D well, not only birthdays...

p/s: this post is juz about birthdays...haha...nothing much =)

wrong or right?

i think i broke someone's heart deeply...someone who wants to be with me and accepts me for who i am...

it was all for the better...the both of us...=) i'm juz not ready to cross the friendship line...we were much closer when we were juz friends....

i hope he understands...

Another quiz about guys....=)

i juz took a Are u addicted to guys? quiz at www.teenmag.com

Results :

Guy Shy
Sometimes it's not easy dealing with the stresses of trying to have a love life! You may have a ways to go before you get onto easy street in this department, but you can improve your odds right now. Smile at guys. It'll help you relax. A friendly attitude brings the boys around in the same way that moths are attracted to light. Remember, the more positive energy you put out there, the better your results will be. Your confidence level will increase more and more. So, don't be shy, just say hi!

haha~ oh well...*speechless*

reminder to self: finals is in less than a month! JIA YOU!!!!

outing with M

last fri i hung out with a friend of mine whom i've known for nearly 6 years now...since std.6... we learned swimming together and were friends ever since.
however, last fri was the 1st time ever hanging out with her...so...i guess we need to hang out more in the future so that there'll be no awkwardness between us...
anyway, after we bought tickets fot the movie entitled "My Super Ex-Girlfriend" (18PL), we gave them to the ticket attendant and were about to walk in when one of the ticket attendants standing nearby called out to me.."Sorry miss...miss....can i check ur IC pls? Sorry ah...sorry...but u really look 16...sorry ah sorry ah..." =.=" so sweat...i tried so hard holding back my laughter when i heard him apologising repeatedly...so my hands were trembling when i was trying to take out my wallet which contains my IC...=D and my friend, M, was laughing at me the whole time...sheesh! haha...should've worn something more mature...like heels! but it was flattering at the same time...although i juz turned 18 this year, i still look sweet 16! haha~

anyway, will update soon...till then!

relieved + worried

my trials have juz ended last 2 days...but i feel so shitty, knowing that my results will come out shitty =S i think i totally flunked IT!! i left so much blank i don't think i'll even pass....
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on a lighter note, i'm gonna hang out with my friend M today!!! can't wait...never hung out with her before...i'm sure we'll be laughing our hearts out....

then tomorrow i'll be hanging out with 3 other friends from high school!! woohoo!! the 4 of us became close friends because of taekwondo...we've been through ups and downs during taekwondo training....haha...being tortured by our instructors...phew~ i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait!! the 3 of them....3 different personalities...3 different sense of humour....sometimes i juz wonder how we were brought together...<3

i juz woke up...hehe...had a really really good sleep...haven't been sleeping soundly for a very long time!!! @.@

I don't have a clue about guys.

Haha...out of boredom, i went to teenmag.com and took a Do you know what guys think? quiz. I think I know myself too well...refer to my previous post http://troublemaker55.blogspot.com/2006/09/jumbled-up.html about how i'm worried about mixing with guys. =D

DIM ABOUT HIM
Get a clue, girl! You act as if you've never interacted with the male species. Granted some are difficult to decode, but rest assured that they're not impossible! In fact, guys are not all that different from you in some respects - they worry about their looks and get nervous around members of the opposite sex. Once you realize how strong the similarities are, you'll be way close to understanding the differences.

p/s: ok, gotta get back to work....later!

Is it possible?

i was juz wondering....is it possible for 2 ppl to like each other but not be together because 1 of the 2 is afraid of commitments....??

p/s: desperately waiting for trials to be over...ARGH!

laughter the best medicine....

...so true!

the other day i was chatting with a friend of mine who juz came back to penang from KL for her semester break...i told her my side of stories and well, she didn't have the chance to tell me hers. lol...

anyway, i didn't know i could make someone's day! wow...i feel so great, knowing i can actually brighten up a friend's day!! so right now, i'm waiting patiently for trials to b over so that i can hang out with her!! woohoo~ if nothing goes wrong, it'd b our first time hanging out although we've been planning to hang out 2 years ago...=)

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today i had lunch with C....and it turns out that a bunch of our friends drove pass us when we were walking...so obviously we didn't see them but they did...talk about pure conincidence! of all places in penang...and they saw us THERE!

laughter the best medicine....

...so true!

the other day i was chatting with a friend of mine who juz came back to penang from KL for her semester break...i told her my side of stories and well, she didn't have the chance to tell me hers. lol...

anyway, i didn't know i could make someone's day! wow...i feel so great, knowing i can actually brighten up a friend's day!! so right now, i'm waiting patiently for trials to b over so that i can hang out with her!! woohoo~ if nothing goes wrong, it'd b our first time hanging out although we've been planning to hang out 2 years ago...=)

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today i had lunch with C....and it turns out that a bunch of our friends drove pass us when we were walking...so obviously we didn't see them but they did...talk about pure conincidence! of all places in penang...and they saw us THERE!

updates!

starting this monday, it's my study break for trial exams next week!! =S

as much as i want to study, i can't! cause i've got heaps of assignments to finish...=( right now i have chem and bio reports on my hands...bio report is supposed to be passed up tomorrow and chem report on tuesday. not only that, i'll have to go back to college for replacement classes this week!! sheesh~ now i wonder how i'm gonna study...

oh! i've watched "you, me and dupree" with my friend Eve last Friday. it was ermmm....ok. not really exciting or funny. but juz ok. = however there were some really dirty parts which were censored. mayb it was a good thing afterall...i don't wanna know more about what guys do...=S guys are weird creatures i can never understand.

let me digress a bit. i was chatting with C on msn last 2 days...and honestly i totally forgot he was a guy...so i KINDA insulted the male population by saying they love to stare at girls even though they're not pretty but dressed up sexily...and wow...he, who was well known of having no temper at all...suddenly said "u know...u wu ru guys" then i stopped mid-sentence o.O the next thing he said was "u think u can angry nia ah? i cannot ah?" whoa! haha~ i got soooo scared of him after that...yesterday he even had to convince me that he'll never scold me / get mad at me...even asked me not to be afraid of him...i told him i have to watch what i'm saying when i'm talking to him and he went "haiyo...juz say what u wanna say la..i won't scold u wan...believe me la" =D

oh! something funny happened on Thursday!! haha...i was in the general lab chatting with C on msn...he was a few computers away from me. and i had to change a comp cause my friend, N wanted me to sit next to her so that i could teach her how to draw a Data Flow Diagram...so i typed "wait for me, gotta change comp" he said ok. when i finally changed comp, i turned around and saw C's friends asking him out for lunch. then i turned to look at the comp screen, before i could type anything, it says "the user may not reply because he/she appears to be offline"...wah!! i was sooo mad...he's always like this!! can't even say bye before signing off is it?!! so i turned to complain to N...i started saying things like "u juz look at him!!!! he's always like that...can't he juz say bye before signing off?!?! even B says bye to me when he wants to go offline!! ARGHHH!!" and the next thing i know, i received an sms from C which says "okla, bye bye." i immediately showed N the sms....both of us turned around and SHIT! C was still there! that means he heard me complaining about him!! it was sooo embarrassing!! that's y he sent me that sms...haha...anyway, i've related this story to a few ppl...so it may not seem as funny as it was already.

ok, gotta finish off my bio report...till next time!

misunderstood...

well...i found out recently that i've been misunderstanding that person after all...that person has its own problems too...i'm so stupid. =S

i've decided...

...to juz not care too much about that person anymore because the more i do, the more disappointed i get. And this isn't fair to me...I can never mistreat myself...I hate feeling down all of a sudden because of that person...I'm supposed to be happy-go-lucky.

It's so pointless to care when that person doesn't even know u do...so, y torture myself right? yup! That is why I'm here to promise myself i shall never feel bad/sad because of that person ever again...From now on I'll juz act as if that person doesn't exist...but that'd be incredibly hard since i see that person every day...in college!!

*sigh* I wish i was born a stone-hearted guy...haha~ juz one of my crazy imaginations! =D

Anyway, won't be blogging anytime soon...not that anybody cares though. =)