CAN'T STAND GUYS!!

i'm soooo steaming hot right now!!

juz got off msn 'chatting' with one of the 'famous' ST's...

HMPH!now he knows how i feel when he voices pointless and rude comments to everything i say!!

AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

i juz feel like strangling him!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm not sure if this happens to all the guys born in 1986 or juz him!!!

it seems to me that he has this PMS for guys!

*breathe in...breathe out...*

p/s : hmph!!! guys *rolls eyes* fai see choy ley! i wanna go study liao!! oh...if u happen to read this...yes, i am talking about U! and i never wanna msg/speak to u ever again!!

Fresh Air!

ahhhhh...i feel alot better today!! i can breathe properly!! =D

so...my plan for today : STUDY CHEM!!

well, i have 3 more subjects till i gain my freedom....but at the back of my head, there's a voice telling me...'aiya...3 more only...juz cincai sit for those three and get them over with!' but then another voice tells me 'NO...3 only...work hard!!' *sigh* i'm caught in between...i think i'm falling sick because of this la...can't sleep soundly at night...now i see a panda everytime i look into the mirror...(-.-)

my conclusion?? WORK HARD!! i MUST i MUST study today!!

ok, time to have breakfast...

lazy post

very lazy right now...hence the short phrases

had a runny nose the whole day...
couldn't do anything...
so...i didn't study AT ALL today...
ok i ran out of things to say...GREAT

oh, i juz remembered..

i have to sleep early *sniff* good night...

BAD + SWEET dream

BAD dream :
i only scored 3 A's in my SPM! -.-"'

SWEET dream :
i received an e-mail from my crush!!!!!! i was so thrilled in that dream, i thought i was dreaming and when i woke up, i WAS dreaming! ARRGGGHHHH!!

gonna sit for moral paper this afternoon at 2pm...*sigh*

sink or swim

how?! how?! how?! STPM's gonna be over soon....and i have like 3 more subjects after that....after doing add maths exercises the whole day today, i feel like throwing up...

i haven't been eating much these days...no appetite...maybe it's because of exams...*sigh* i need some motivation, really...i feel like i'm gonna break down any second...my heart beats real fast when it feels like it...sometimes i juz wonder if there's something wrong with me...y am i sooo nervous when everyone else can juz remain calm??? i think i'm suffering from a severe exam anxiety!

the rain has juz stopped...and i still can't get myself off the comp...cause i'm sick of sitting at my table...!!

i think i'm falling sick.....

i dedicate this song to myself :

Simon Webbe - No Worries

(I just know your life's gonna change)
(Gonna get a little better)
(Moving on the darkest day)
(I just know your life's gonna change)
(Gonna get a little further)
(Right up until the feeling fades)

So, is this how it goes,
Think you've come this far,
and then it'll show,
but that aint so, oh no,
you don't see where you are,
and if you don't wanna look back you'll never know,
cuz you think that you've been here
just treading water
waiting in the wings for the show to begin
but i always see you searching
and you try that bit harder
getting closer, oh yeah
to the life you're imagining

[Chorus]
(I just know your life's gonna change)
maybe not today, maybe not today,
but some day soon you'll be alright,
(I just know your life's gonna change)
turn the other way, turn the other way,
feels like luck is on your side,
(Just wanna live)
no worries, no worries,
(Don't wanna die)
no worries, no worries,
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody,
(yeah you can sink)
no worries, no worries,
(or you can swim)
no worries, no worries,
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody,

So, baby keep drifiting on
getting there aint just
selfless wasted time
seek and find, yeah
you're not that far from what you hoped
and wished for all along,
cuz you think that you've been there,
just treading water
waiting in the wings for the show to begin
but i always see you searching
and you try that bit harder
getting closer, oh yeah
to the life you're imagining

[Repeat Chorus]

I just know your life's gonna change
sing for me, sing for me,
we all need somebody...

p/s : i still don't feel any better...y does this happen to me?! i hate myself....

hehe...=D

i know i shouldn't be blogging so often as i'm facing my exams now...but because i juz had my breakfast and it's not healthy to go shower right after a meal, so i'll juz come here and let out a lil

hmmm...5 more subjects to go!! and i'm gonna do whatever i want! lol...not exactly WHATEVER

random stuff (things i wanna do after spm and things i like/dislike)

1. i'm gonna get contact lenses!!
2. gonna catch harry potter and the GOF (although i heard that even small details they failed to follow the book eg. the colour of the robes) oh well, juz wanna go watch, that's all...can't expect too much from it though...
3. throw away all my useless books (such as chinese? and ermmm malay?)
4. keep long hair!! (this is a sure thing...my hair is growing quite long d now...)
5. i dislike ppl 'whatever'ing in my face...in fact, i hate it...i juz try to restrict myself from exploding
6. i hate ppl poking my sides...so annoying
7. i hate ppl 'body-glove'ing me...
8. i love laughing until my sides or my cheeks hurt
9. i love daydreaming
10. i love staring blankly into space
11. i love sitting in the living room, flipping through astro channels all day!
12. i'm so gonna hang out with my friends after spm...
13. i hate ppl not taking me seriously when i really need them to...
14. oh!! i'm gonna rent loads and loads of korean drama series to watch after spm =D
15. i'll be dreading to receive news on which batch (NS) i'm going to =(
16. i'm gonna look for a part-time job so that i can buy a handphone! hehe...see first la...so much stuff to do...

i think my comp's going crazy...it keeps making this weird noise i'm so afraid it will explode...so...later!! (later as in...a few days later =P)

ARRRRGGGHHHH!! (part 2)

hehe...u can call me wu liao...i visited www.epitomemodels.com and i came across this ad looking for models between the ages of 14-22 (females)...then my heart nearly stopped beating when i saw THIS -> no height restrictions...!!! i couldn't believe my eyes...but as i expected, only for residents of Connecticut, Colorado, Vermant, Maryland, North Dakota and Puerto Rico...

*sigh* there goes my chance =D in case u're wondering if i wanna make a living by modelling...u're so wrong! haha...i juz wish to do stuff that i like being an air-hostess, model while i can (*blush* i know maybe i don't have the talent, but i'm sure practice makes perfect? keke) etc.

i still remember when i flipped through the papers, i was soooo thrilled when i saw that headline : DREAM OF BEING A MODEL? (ok, i forgot the exact words...but it meant the same....i guess =P) in Star Metro early this year. so i quickly scanned through the article and was so happy when Vanessa Diamonds was looking for a model to promote their new collection of Jewellery! but as i look further, they were looking for females between the ages of 18-(forgot d) see?! i only remember that 18!! BLOODY 18!! i'm juz a year younger! how disappointing...and the photoshoot was held at gurney plaza! i wanted to go take a peek...but i think it was around my exams...sheesh!

p/s: and again, pls excuse my poor eng...having a bad runny nose...hate it!

ARRRRGGGHHHH!!

ok, juz came back from school...juz sat for BM2 and guess what?! i didn't know how to do the tatabahasa part AND and i didn't have enough time to finish it!!

shit! hope i pass this subject if not i'm gonna have to migrate to overseas! =(

didn't see that coming!

haha...yes, i've always wanted to become a model...although my height doesn't even reach the minimum for models (juz excuse my grammar in this post...gotta be quickm can't waste too much time online) ok, where was i? oh yeah...i logged in to my inbox and i got this e-mail :

Dear ,
Recently, you submitted your photos to ModelNetwork.Com and I believe you will greatly benefit from a convention being held by Model Search America in Las Vegas, December 2nd - 4th.

Model Search America is hosting one of the largest National Model Conventions. Aspiring and current models and actors will be able to audition in front of over 50 of the world's Top Modeling and Talent Agencies, Casting Directors, and Magazines in person.

Among those scheduled to attend include: Elite, Request, Major, NY Models, Irene Marie, ID Models, Wilhelmina, Abrams Artists, casting directors for over 10 different reality shows, and magazines including Cosmo Girl, Vibe, and Allure.

If you are serious about getting into the industry, I highly suggest that you schedule an interview today!

To schedule an interview, please go to:http://www.modelsearchamerica.com/AOSDOFEDF.cfm?id=1008

For more information, please feel free to visit:http://www.modelsearchamerica.com

Hope to see you there!

Best Regards,
Model Network


one thing that's weird though...i didn't submit any of my photos...and when i clicked on the url 'to schedule an interview' =P, there's this form to fill in...ANNNDD it's only for the american citizens -.-" but one thing that's surprising is that they didn't ask for the height, weight, measurements..etc which is quite ermm...abnormal? lol...

ok, enough....gotta study...

You Are 30% Addicted to Blogthings

Okay, so you know how to take and post a Blogthing. But you're no addict. (Hey, this quiz *proves* it!) For you, Blogthings is more of a healthy habit. At least, that's what you tell yourself!

How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

phew! i'm not addicted to blogthings....it's sooo accurate! i'm not! ok, now going to bed...c ya! *yawns*

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

lol...no comments? =)) ok..the reason y i'm not doing anything constructive is because i juz ate a whole plate of ermm...pasembur (how do u spell that damn word?!) and going straight to sleep isn't good for health...and i'm not in the mood to study as i feel quite sleepy already, so here i am!

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

what do u think?? *grins* =D

You Are The Opposite of Machiavellian

You don't have a cynical, power hungry bone in your body. Honest and kind, you believe being a good person is the most important thing. While your upstanding morals should be admired, be careful! You're at risk for being manipulated and toyed with.

How Machiavellian Are You?

ah...it's no wonder why everyone loves me...hahaha....

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

got too wuliao, so i took a few ermmm...quizzes? =D more to come!

random stuff 2

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind. You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

hehe...i was thinking the same too =D if i had the chance i would try for blue/red/purple *wink*

anyway...can u believe it?! i wasted my whole afternoon doing like 2 - 3 questions of add maths because i kept making mistakes and turns out i need more than an hour to finish one bloody question!

ARGHHH...anyway, juz here to 'update' a lil to warn anyone who sees me with orange-coloured hair on the streets ;)

random stuff

it's amazing how SPM and STPM is SOOO near and yet...kryptos5 can keep updating his blog like it's the easiest thing to do...(ok, i'm crapping)

anyway, no mood to study now...how?!
i tried studying history yesterday the whole day....and i juz can't get the facts into my head...i think i prefer science subjects more now....maybe...juz MAYBE i'm gonna drop history...hope i don't get a D for that...a C is good enough =D so...ok ok...i'll juz go with the flow...i'll try my best...won't wanna give up on any subjects...i kept dreaming last night which resulted in improper sleep...(see? my eng sux...hope anyone reading this understands) those stuff i read in the day kept appearing in my dreams...ARGHHH!

i juz hope i wake up from this bad dream soon....can't wait....=(

HOW AH?!

i think i've fallen for a blogger! hehehe...aiyoh...dunno la...i said i THINK nia...

i know this entry is pointless la...cause i'm really wu liao now...so...hehehe...

p/s: but of course i won't abandon my crush for him la...=D